Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
Usually now when he met her in the evening he kissed her, because she
expected it. She had kissed him first when he had given her a present
at Christmas, and thereafter it became their practice, comradely.
To-night he did not kiss her. He was stirred at the sight of her; her
friendliness, the bright greeting of her eyes thrust him back into
himself and inwardly alarmed him. And she looked up at him and laughed
mischievously, and swung her body from the hips up, and then moved
slowly away from him, pouting her lips.
"Would you like anywhere better than Kew?" he asked.
"Wimbledon, where we saw the picture-actors. D'you remember?" They
boarded a bus and were swiftly borne out over the river, up through
the holiday town that had reminded him of Buxton, and out to the wide
common. There they wandered. A thin moon came up. They passed
whispering lovers, and men and women for whom that word was too great.
Here again was spring, the first spring evening.
Ann chattered, but René spoke never a word. Once she said:
"Dull to-night, aren't you? Are you tired?"
Her questions met with so hard a silence that she too ceased to talk.
She thought he must be offended with her, and as they returned she
slipped her hand on his knee. He gripped her forearm, held it for a
moment, then put her away from him.
After a long while she said:
"I didn't know I'd made you angry."
"Angry? My dear child!"
"What is it, then?"
"This damned world. This morning I took three happy children to the
country, and all day long I've been at the beck and call of men and
women who have lost the power and the will to be happy."
"I don't know how you know. And you're not very good at it yourself
to-night, are you?"
"How do I know? Ask Kilner."
"That beast, Kilner."
"He's my friend."
"He's no friend of mine."
Then again he was silent. The thought of Kilner had made him just a
little angry with her. With Kilner the day that had begun so
beautifully might have come to a glorious and brave end.
Presently she rubbed her cheek against his shoulder and said:
"Don't be cross. You'll soon be dead, and it's no good being cross. I
do like being with you, really, even when we can't have fun, and you
go wasting your time thinking."
He turned, and their eyes met, and he astonished her by saying:
"Ann, you don't know how beautiful you are."
She gave a little cry on that, put out her hand, and this time he held
it strongly clasped. They could be happy in their silence then.
When they reached the mews she said she had supper in her room and he
could come up if he liked. They ate and drank and were very merry, and
it was late when he rose to go. He opened the door. She was at his
side.
"Good night, Ann."
"You needn't go," she whispered.
V
TOGETHER
Je vais où le vent me mène
Sans me plaindre où m'effrayer.
Je vais où va toute chose,
Où va la feuille de rose
Et la feuille de laurier!
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