Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
And then one morning Spring came to London. The black trees were
powdered with green; the air was magical; the car was filled with a
blithe new energy; the light gave the street and the things and people
in them form and definiteness. René was up and out very early that
morning to take a family to one of the stations. Three children were
going away to the country. They beamed at him as though he were
already a part of their coming delights. He laughed at them, and they
said he was a nice funny driver, and was he coming to the country,
too? Uncle George had got a new calf which they would like him to see.
When he had unloaded the happy party at the station--it was that at
which he had arrived the year before--he caught sight of the hill at
Highgate, like a green mountain towering above the long gray streets.
He turned northward and sped out over the hills and far away. Here the
trees were less advanced than in London, but their green was peeping,
and in a field were ewes and lambs. He stopped his engine and stood by
the fence and gazed at them. Two of the lambs were playing, running
races backward and forward. In the sky there were little clouds, and
they too seemed to be playing. He remembered words of Kilner's:
"Real seeing is through, not with, your eyes. Then you recognize that
all things visible are within you as well as without. Then the spirit
in you sees the spirit shining in all things, and it is only the
spirit that can really see."
And away up north was a black city, dark and hard and remorseless,
from which he had escaped. The memory of it clung to him now and
filled him with a stabbing terror that, though it could not rob him of
his joy, could yet bring him to a new discontent, a hungry and almost
angry desire.
Back then he went to the city, and all day long busily plied his
trade. To-day he closely observed all things. The wonder of the early
morning was gone. He hated those who hired him, the insolent women and
busy, indifferent men, for it seemed to him that they had destroyed
it. Unconsciously he contrasted these people, who went so insensibly
about their habitual stale employments, with the happy children going
to the country.
He was engaged to seek amusement with Ann that night. She was for the
Pictures, but he persuaded her to go on the top of a bus to Kew.
"But they've got the Miserables at the Pictures," she said, "and they
say it's It."
"Look at the sky, my dear," he protested.
She looked at it.
"Yes. It's all right."
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