Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
Then he told himself he was a fool, that only by the unlikeliest
chance would she be there to-day. He walked away, but was back again
in ten minutes. In another twenty the door opened and the young woman
came out. She stood for a moment at the gate. It could not be
Cathleen, she was too tall and slender. In his eager hope and
curiosity he moved toward her. He was not a yard away from her when
she turned and their eyes met. Neither stirred. They were stilled by
the wonder of it. A spell was on them, and slowly in both grew the
dreadful knowledge that a word or a gesture would break it. In his
heart René prayed: "Oh! let it break into happiness," and his will
leaped into being and decided that it must be so and he laughed. She
said:
"Oh! René!"
It was no echo of the old cry, but the same filled with a new music.
Their hands met in the conventional salute. She said:
"I have been thinking of you so much."
"Much?" said he. "I have been thinking of nothing else. And I was not
sure that it was you when you went in just now."
"I saw you, but I didn't recognize you. Rachel told me she had met
you."
"Did she tell you where?"
"I had to dig it out of her. She was very hushed and secret. Rachel is
funny. I've been looking at taxi-drivers ever since. They are a very
plain lot of men."
"Where do you live now?"
"In Bloomsbury. I am working for my living, you know."
"I'm glad of that, but I shouldn't have thought it necessary."
"My father died."
"I heard that."
"He left nearly all his money to another woman: another family. I
suppose he liked them better than us. I had a row with my mother over
it. It appears she knew all about it and never minded. Only when it
came to her having less money than she thought, she developed a horrid
conscience and denounced my father to us. I hadn't thought about such
things, but I was fond of my father, and it wasn't fair to vilify him
after his death. I didn't understand it in the very least, but I stood
up for him, and of course I said a lot of stupid, cruel things. I went
to see the other woman. She was quite old, older than mother, rather
vulgar, but jolly and warm-hearted and kind, and, from the way she
talked, I could see she really did love my father and was very proud
of him. You know, he made his own way. His father was a barber in
Rickham, in Hertfordshire. She came from there, too. I told mother I
had seen her, and she was furious, and said I was too young to know
anything about such things. I pointed out that she had told me, and
she declared she never imagined that I would understand. Then she put
it all down to my taste for low company, meaning you. That annoyed me,
and I told her you were a very learned and brilliant person. She said
Thrigsby wasn't a real university, and its degrees did not count. You
weren't a gentleman, and it was terrible how all the professions were
being invaded by little whipper-snappers with a thin coating of book
knowledge.
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