Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
Mais, hélas! quelle raison
Te fait quitter la maison? . . .
Et qu'est-ce que je puis faire
Que je ne fasse pour toi?
DURING the three days of René's absence Ann did not speak to a soul.
She found the comfort of mortification in reading the attorney's
letter from Edinburgh. It made her feel hardly used, and that was
pleasant. René had crept into her life under pretext of being at an
end of his resources when he was incredibly rich. It was not fair: it
was abominable. The grievance became such an obsession as to obscure
her real dread and anxiety. In her almost crazy desire to defend
herself against the alien power that was coming to him she tore up the
letter and burned it. He would not know. She would keep him. She would
get him to take her away. It was a good idea of Casey's. They would
all go down into the country. Casey said there were cinemas in the
country. Through the whole of the last night she sat brooding in the
darkness. Every now and then she would pretend that he was there in
the next room, in the bed, and she would cling to this pretense until
she had deceived herself and could almost believe that she heard him
there. Yes. He was stirring in his sleep as he often did. She would go
into the room and run her hand over the pillows. And her
disappointment was a relief. It would have been terrible to have found
him there when she knew he was away. Where was he? Whom was he with?
Why didn't that beast Kilner know, since it was all that beast's
doing, that sly hulk with his sarcastic way of speaking and his eyes
that looked at you as if you were some sort of animal. It must be
Kilner who had got him away. She brooded herself into hatred.
In the morning she watched the painter go out, and spat after him.
Then she took a knife, went up to his room, found the picture on which
he was working, and slashed it to ribbons.
"Naked women!" she cried as she cut away at the canvas. "Naked women!
That'll teach the filthy brute."
It chanced that she was out when René returned, and he went up to
Kilner's room in the hope of finding him. He saw the havoc that had
been wrought, and understood who had done it. When the painter
returned René was still trying to piece the canvas together. Without a
word Kilner took it in his hands, and sat fingering it. He said:
"What luck! What infernal luck! I thought it was going to put me on my
feet. One of the Professors had been down to see it and was excited
about it. He thought he could get it sold for me. There's months of
work in it."
"I shouldn't have thought----"
"I told you she hated me. I didn't think she'd be clever enough to
know how to get back at me. Oh! they are clever, these women, in their
own mean little way. Drudges, they are, and drabs. It's men like you,
Fourmy, keep them so, asking them for love and taking the much they
choose to give you, and when you sicken of it they take their revenge
where they can."
"I never thought----"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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