Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life — John Shaqi
Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
Then he decided that she was not beautiful. She turned her face into
another light, and beauty came into it again; another turn and it
vanished. A will-o'-the-wisp, the hunting of which became an absorbing
pursuit.
At lunch René sat opposite her, and hardly ever took his eyes from her
face. Only when he seemed in danger of meeting her gaze did he turn
away. Once he met her eyes and she smiled, seemed to be considering
him gravely and very seriously in the depths of her mind, then
dismissed him.
"She _is_ beautiful," thought he, and from that moment she had his
homage.
Presently she appealed to him:
"Mr. M'Elroy won't have it that Thrigsby is better than London. What
do you say?"
"I've never been to London," replied René.
"Don't you love Thrigsby?"
"It's been my home always. I don't know that I ever thought about it."
M'Elroy said:
"One thinks about everything nowadays."
Something in the young man's tone roused René to protest.
"Oh no . . . lots of things one does without . . ." But he swallowed
the rest. A sudden flow and ebb of emotion had left him speechless,
and he felt utterly foreign to the company and to the charmed
atmosphere of the household. Mrs. Smallman talked to him for a little,
but he felt that she was speaking through him at her husband, so that
he could not keep his face toward her, but was constantly turning
toward the Professor as though the reply were to come from him, or
would at any rate be worthless without his indorsement. And always the
Professor smiled with a vague friendliness that was disconcerting.
After the meal he was taken to the study, a long room with books all
round the walls, ponderous books, blue books, year after year of
reports of learned institutions; reproductions of Italian pictures;
photographs of Mrs. Smallman on the mantelpiece, a photograph of Mrs.
Smallman on the desk. René was given a large chair and a small cigar,
which he began to smoke before he realized what he was doing. He
rarely smoked, did not care for it, and presently he dropped the cigar
into the fireplace. The Professor stood looking out of the window. Two
of the children were playing under the plum-tree. The feeling of being
thrust out assailed René. The Professor turned:
"Well?" he asked. "What's the trouble?"
"My father----" began René.
"Ah! Well?"
"He deserted my mother a long time ago. He came back. My brother's
married."
"I see. So you're the only possible breadwinner. Any work in your
father? How old is he?"
"I don't know how old he is. But work? No."
"It's bad luck, but it often happens. I've had to keep my father since
he was fifty. What about your family? The name's well known in
Thrigsby."
So Professor Smallman was the boy his father remembered! René gained
confidence. It was something to know that his experience was not
singular.
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