Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
General
Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
The silence froze.
"Are you staying long?" This came at length in a snappy,
cross-examining voice.
"I go to-morrow."
René was overwhelmed with the grubby shrunk feeling. It seemed so easy
for these people to mount the high horse of their social superiority.
"Will you kindly tell your aunt that we are expecting her to dinner
the day after to-morrow?"
With that Mr. Bentley rolled in at the garden gate (he was a fat
little man) and closed it, though he knew that René's way lay through
the garden.
Raging, the young man walked the necessitated extra mile, infuriated
and chilled by two questions: Had Cathleen removed the bracken from
her hair? and Was that meeting by the gate accident or design?
. . . . . .
That night he asked his Aunt Janet about his father. She dodged his
inquiries, and he could get nothing from her but this:
"I admire your mother more than I can say. She married a bad Fourmy,
and that's as bad as you can get. Poor, too. I was glad when that
little money came to her."
He gave her Mr. Bentley's message, and she said:
"You mustn't let their way of living go upsetting you. It's just
money. You've got to fill the gap between you with more than that."
"With what?"
"You'll find that out."
Did she know of his love? Was she warning him? Did she approve? Did
she think him worthy? How could people survive love and become old and
dull? All these and more questions buzzed about him as he lay in bed.
He brushed them all aside with the cry, "Oh, but I love her!" And,
being young and full of health, he was soon asleep, though a blank
tossing night would have more pleased him and his mood.
II
166 HOG LANE WEST
The homeward journey was by no means so agreeable.
EVERY year since he had been a small boy, as the carriage rounded the
crag which blots the lake out of sight, René had been moved to tears.
Happiness and brightness were left behind, and every moment brought
him nearer to dullness and dark streets and uncomprehending minds. And
now, as he rounded the crag, Cathleen appeared on the summit, just too
late to meet him or to come within earshot. She was wearing a blue
sunbonnet, and she snatched it from her head and waved it until he was
out of sight. He turned and watched her and tears came, and he could
hardly choke back his sobs, and hoped miserably that the driver of his
fly was not aware of his unmanliness.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account