Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
"Popped the lid on it, have you?"
He nodded.
"Got any money?"
"In a bank."
"All right. You'll want clothes and things. You can write. Only I want
to know; it's nothing I shouldn't like? Is it?"
"No."
"I don't want you to tell me, but I wouldn't like to think you'd done
something you'd be sorry for. . . . You haven't drunk your tea. I say,
you haven't drunk your tea. Asleep. I'm off. Good night."
And she limped away into the inner room.
When he awoke the next day he remembered that she had come to him in
the morning, shaken him out of his deep sleep, and made him understand
that he could have her bed, sent him staggering toward it, and then,
as he sank back into unconsciousness, he remembered hearing the door
slam.
She had laid breakfast for him, tea, bread and butter, and an egg
lying ready to be boiled in a saucepan. He was at first petulant at
her absence, but shook himself up enough to see that he was not in a
position to feel any such thing, and to be amazed at his own
acquiescence in the unexpected. It was somehow disreputable, this
discovery of himself in a strange room after two nights spent in his
clothes. He had not even removed his boots. His gratitude to Ann
Pidduck was appreciably lessened as he remembered that she had not
thought to take them off for him. To put a man in her bed with his
boots on! That was, to say the least of it, distasteful. It was
sufficiently against the grain of his physical and mental habits to
send his thoughts flying back to the life he had left, but they were
caught in the mists of the excitement and pain through which he had
passed, and he relapsed into an insensate pondering, forgot his
breakfast, his surroundings, and sat unheeding through the day, until
Ann returned in the evening. She brought flowers.
"Well, of all the----" she cried. "I did think you'd have cleared
away. Why, you haven't touched your breakfast. Haven't you been out?"
He had not exactly forgotten her. Indeed, he had been awaiting her
coming, but now he was puzzled because her return was so expected, and
it ought to have been unexpected. He felt injured, that he had been
cheated, that things on this side of his crisis were too much like
things on the other side: a woman, habit, meals, interest in his
appetite.
"Wake up, stoopid," said Ann. "You'll be wasting off like the niggers
in Africa if you don't wake up. You can't go sleeping on forever."
"Can't I?"
"Well, you can, of course, but if you do, I'll be thinking you're a
case. You're not a case, are you? You weren't last night."
She spoke as though to be called a case was the horridest of insults,
and he took it as such and roused himself not to deserve it.
"That's better," she said. "Nothing to eat all day."
"No. Nothing."
She pondered that.
"I expect your stomach knows best. Now, then, stir yourself. You got
to write home."
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