Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in LifeCannan, Gilbert
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Young Earnest: The Romance of a Bad Start in Life
Cannan, Gilbert
English fiction -- 20th century
She gave him writing materials and he drew up to the table and sat
staring at the blank sheet of paper. He took pen in hand, but could
not write, could not concentrate his will even that much.
"What am I to say?" he asked.
"Don't you know?"
"No."
"Well, I'm blowed! If you aren't the funniest. . . . It's to your
wife! Don't you know what to say to your wife?"
He wrote:
"Dear Linda----"
Then he thought of Linda in a friendly, distant fashion, as someone
charming and taking whom he had known, of whom it was pleasant to
think.
"Dear Linda, Linda Brock, Lin----"
Ann saw his hesitation, and suggested:
"You want your clothes."
He wrote down:
"I want my clothes. I don't think I want my books. You can sell the
car. You gave me a nice picture once by some German. I think I should
like you to send that. I have been walking about London. It is very
wonderful. A railway porter was nice to me, and there are other
friendly people."
He stopped. Ann said:
"The address is 6 Mitcham Mews, West Kensington."
He wrote that down. There was something else he wanted to say, but he
could not fix in his mind a sufficient image of Linda to be able to
write to her. So he gave it up presently and only added: "That's all,"
and his signature.
The letter was addressed and stamped, and Ann, still limping, took it
to the post.
When she returned, she said:
"I've fixed you up. You're to sleep with Jimmy at No. 10 until your
things come, and then we'll begin to think. You're not much use to
anybody now, are you?"
"No," said he. Then he began to stammer out an apology.
"Silly," said Ann. "Just a lost boy, that's what you are. Lucky for
you it was me and not the police found you. They'd have sent you back
where you came from." She saw that it was useless to joke with René
and soon dropped her bantering tone. She took him for a walk round the
houses, and was delighted when he remembered that he must have a clean
collar and a toothbrush; a return to grace, or sense.
"Oh! I'd be sorry now if it wasn't true, and you went back."
"I shan't go back."
Her question, the necessity of responding to her spontaneity, brought
back in a sudden flood his will, and he had a quick pleasure in
feeling the air upon his face and seeing the evening color of the
streets.
"No. I shan't go back. People can't go back. But my father went back."
"Why did you say that?"
"What did I say?"
"'But my father went back.'"
"Did I? I didn't know I said that. I didn't know I even thought of
him."
"I know," said Ann. "It's like suddenly finding yourself talking
aloud. And don't you feel a fool if there's anybody listening?"
They bought collar, toothbrush, pajamas, and a red sausage for supper.
With these they returned to Mitcham Mews and had to wait up until
Jimmy at No. 10 turned up. He did so about one o'clock, a strange
figure strutting up the mews, beaming all over his face, and humming:
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