Young Mr. Barter's Repentance: From "Schwartz" by David Christie MurrayMurray, David Christie
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Young Mr. Barter's Repentance: From "Schwartz" by David Christie Murray
Murray, David Christie
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He was not, and never had been, a great reader; he gave up his mind to
pursuits which he found more attractive than the tranquil fields and
lanes of literature. Yet he remembered, in a dim sort of way, either
that he had read somewhere in his schoolboy days, or that a fanciful old
nurse had told him, a story of a person somewhere, who, being possessed
of a great chest of money, went one day to look at it, and found
that his hard cash had changed to withered leaves. Precisely such a
transformation had overtaken that eight thousand pounds, at the moment
when it had fallen from the hands of a man who might have made an honest
use of it. The fable was, and was not, true, so far as he remembered,
and his fancy dwelt curiously about the history. There was no
possibility of turning back the withered leaves to gold, and making them
jingle and glitter again as only one’s own ready money can jingle and
glitter. But, useless as these crisp and rustling leaves of paper were
to him, they held still all their old potentialities, and in the hands
of honest men or courageous rascals each leaf might still transmute
itself into a hundred golden emblems of sovereignty and power. He was
neither that honest man nor that courageous rascal, and the money grew
to be a sort of devilish tantalising fetish to him. Before he had owned
it a fortnight, he had felt a hundred times he could have burned it out
of the exasperation of mere spite against it.
He heard, of course, of Bommaney’s flight, and of the failure of the
old-established business house. People talked about these things a
good deal for a time, and he himself listened to and took part in many
speculations as to Bommaney’s whereabouts, and the means he would take
to get rid of the notes and make them available for his own purposes.
He found it at first a little trying to the nerves. There was nothing,
since Bommaney had accepted his own disgrace and run away, to connect
young Mr. Barter with the lost eight thousand pounds, yet it took much
courage, and a considerable amount of inward spurring, to bring himself
to talk about the business. When a man carries a secret of a quite
harmless nature, it happens often, as almost everybody knows, that
casual words and quite innocent glances startle him with hints of
understanding and participation. What is it when the detection of the
secret involves open shame and penal servitude? Can a man of genuine
courage be a thief? Is not courage after all at the very bottom of all
manly honour, of all sound honesty, all true self-respect? How shall a
thief be other than a lurking cur, whose whole soul, such as it is,
is bent to a mean suspicion that he is suspected, a continuous
terror-stricken watchfulness, a sleeping and waking dread of an awful
hand-clap on the shoulder? There are constitutional differences in
thieves, no doubt, as there are in other people, but the key-note of the
dishonest man’s whole thought is fear. When, after a day or two, young
Mr.
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