“Well; but you have something to tell me. I left home without any
explanation, and I wish to get back soon, that they--that my mother,”
said Geoff, half-ashamed, yet too proud to omit the apparently (he
thought) childish excuse, since it was true, “may not be uneasy.”
“Your mother? forgive me that did not mind your mother! Oh, you’re a
good lad; you’re worthy a woman’s trust that thinks of your mother, and
dares to say it! Ay, ay--there’s plenty to tell; if I can make up my
mind to it--if I can make up my mind!”
“Was not your mind made up then,” said Geoff with some impatience, “when
in this way, in the night, you sent for me?”
“Oh lad!” cried ’Lizabeth, wringing her hands. “How was I to know you
would come, the like of you to the like of me? I put it on Providence
that has been often contrairy--oh, aye contrairy, to mine and me. I
shouldn’t have tempted God. I said to myself, if he comes it will be the
hand of Heaven. But who was to think you would come? You a lord, and a
fine young gentleman, and me a poor old woman, old as your grandmother.
I thought my heart would have sunk to my shoes when I saw he had come
after a’!”
“I told you he would come,” said Bampfylde, who stood leaning against
the mantelpiece. He had taken his bread and cheese from the table, and
was eating it where he stood.
“Of course I would come,” said Geoff. “I could not suppose you would
send for me for nothing. I knew it must be something important. Tell me
now, for here I am.”
’Lizabeth sat down, dropping into a wooden arm-chair at the end of the
table with a kind of despair, and throwing her apron over her head, fell
a-crying feebly. “What am I to do? what am I to do?” she said, sobbing.
“I have tempted Providence--Oh, but I forgot what was written, ‘Thou
shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.’”
For a minute or two neither of the men spoke, and the sounds of her
distress were all that was audible. Once or twice, indeed, Geoff thought
he heard a faint sound, like the echo of some low wail or moan, come
through the silence. Not the moan itself, but an echo, a ghost of it.
But his companions took no notice of this, and he thought he must be
mistaken. Everything besides was still. The fire by this time had burned
up, and now and then broke into a little flutter of flame; the clock
went on ticking with that measured steady movement which ‘beats out the
little lives of men;’ and the broken sobs grew lower. An impatience of
the stillness began to take possession of Geoff, but what was he to do?
He restrained himself with an effort.
“You should make a clean breast,” said Bampfylde, munching his bread and
cheese as he spoke, with his eyes fixed on the fire, not looking at his
mother. “Long since it would have been well to do it and an ease to your
mind. I would make a clean breast now.”
“Oh, lad, a clean breast, a clean breast!” she said, rocking herself.
“If it was only me it concerned--if it was only me!”
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