“If it was only you what would it matter?” said the vagrant, with a
philosophy which sounded less harsh to the person addressed than to him
who looked on. “You--you’re old, and you’ll die, and there would be an
end of it; but them that suffer most have years and years before them,
and if you die before you do justice----”
“Then _you_ can tell, that have aye wanted to tell!” she cried with a
hot outburst of indignation mingled with tears. Then she resumed that
monotonous movement, rocking herself again and again, and calmed herself
down. It is not so intolerable to a peasant to be told of his or her
approaching end as it is to others. She was used to plain speech, and
was it not reasonable what he said? “It’s all true, quite true. I’m old,
and I cannot bide here for ever to watch him and think of him--and I
might make a friend, the Lord grant it, and find one to stand by
him----”
“You mean another, a second one,” said her son. He stood through all
this side dialogue munching his bread and cheese without once glancing
at her even, his shoulders high against the mantelpiece, his eyes cast
down.
After a moment’s interval ’Lizabeth rose. She came forward moving feebly
in her agitation to where Geoff sat. “My young lord, if I tell you
_that_ that I would rather die than tell--that that breaks my heart;
you’ll mind that I am doing it to make amends to the dead and to the
living--and--you’ll swear to me first to keep it secret? You’ll swear
your Bible oath?--without that, not another word.”
“Swear!” said Geoff, in alarm.
“Just swear--you can do it as well, they tell me, in one place as
another, in a private house or a justice court. I hope we have Bibles
here--Bibles enough--if we but make a right use of them,” said the old
woman, perplexed, mingling the formulas of common life with the
necessities of an extraordinary and unrealized emergency. “Here is a
Testament, that is what is taken to witness in the very court itself.
You’ll lay your hand upon it, and you’ll kiss the book and swear. Where
are you going to, young man?”
Geoff rose and pushed away the book she had placed before him. He was
half indignant, half disappointed. “Swear!” he said, “do you know what I
want this information for? Is it to lock it up in my mind, as you seem
to have done? I want it for use. I want it to help a man who has been
cruelly treated between you. I have no right to stand up for him,” said
Geoff, his nostrils expanding, his cheeks flushing, “but I feel for
him--and do you think I will consent to put my last chance away, and
hear your story for no good? No indeed; if I am not to make use of it I
will go back again and find out for myself--I don’t want to be told.”
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