When Mary left him in this hurried way, he strolled out in search of
something to amuse or employ the lingering afternoon. Tom Gardener now
gave him nothing but sullen answers, and the groom began to dash about
pails of water, and make hideous noises as soon as he appeared, so that
it did not consist with his dignity to have anything more to say to
these functionaries; so that sheer absence of occupation, mingled with a
sudden interest in the boy, on whose behalf he had thus been suddenly
“led” to interfere, induced Randolph to look for the children. They were
not in their favourite place at the door of the old hall, and he turned
his steps instinctively to the side of the water, the natural attraction
to everybody at Penninghame. When he came within sight of the little
cove where the boats lay, he saw that it was occupied by the little
group he sought. He went towards them with some eagerness, though not
with any sense of interest or natural beauty such as would have moved
most people. Nello was seated on the edge of the rocky step relieved
against the blue water; Lilias placed higher up, with the wind ruffling
her brown curls, and the slant sunshine grazing her cheek. The boy had a
book open on his knees, but was trying furtive ducks and drakes under
cover of the lesson, except when Lilias recalled him to it, when he
resumed his learning with much demonstration, saying it over under his
breath with visibly moving lips. Lilias had got through her own portion
of study. Mr. Pen’s lessons were not long or severe, and she had a
girl’s conscientiousness and quickness in learning. Her book was closed
on her knee; her head turned a little towards that road which she
watched with a long dreamy gaze, looking for some one--but some one very
visionary and far away. Her pensive, abstracted look and pose, and the
sudden growth and development which had so suddenly changed Lilias,
seemed to have charmed the little girl out of childhood altogether. Was
she looking already for the fairy prince, the visionary hero? And to say
the truth, though she was still only a child, this was exactly what
Lilias was doing. It was the knight-deliverer, the St. George who kills
the dragon, the prince with shoes of swiftness and invisible coat,
brought down to common life, and made familiar by being entitled “Mr.
Geoff,” for whom, with that kind of visionary childish anticipation
which takes no note of possibilities, she was looking. Time and the
world are at once vaster, and vaguer, and more narrow at her age than at
any other. He might come _now_, suddenly appearing at any moment; and
Lilias could not but feel vaguely disappointed every moment that he did
not appear. And yet there was no knowing when he would come, to-morrow,
next year, she could not tell when. Meanwhile she kept her eyes fixed on
the distance, watching for him. But Lilias was not thinking of herself
in conjunction with “Mr. Geoff.” She was much too young for love; no
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