flutter of even possible sentiment disturbed the serenity of her soul.
Nevertheless her mind was concentrated upon the young hero as entirely
as the mind of any dreaming maiden could be. He was more than her hero;
he was her representative, doing for her the work which perhaps Lilias
was not old enough or strong enough to do. So other people, grown-up
people, thought at least. And until he came she could do nothing, know
nothing. Already, by this means, the child had taken up the burden of
her womanhood. Her eyes “were busy in the distance shaping things,” that
made her heart beat quick. She was waiting already, not for love to
come, of which at her age she knew nothing, but for help to come, which
she would have given her little life to bestow, but could not, her own
hand being too slight and feeble to give help. This thought gave her a
pang, while the expectation of help kept her in that woman’s purgatory
of suspense. Why could not she do it herself? but yet there was a
certain sweetness in the expectation which was vague, and had not
existed long enough to be tedious. And yet how long, how long it was
even since yesterday! From daylight to dusk, even in August, what a
world of time. Every one of these slow, big round hours floated by
Lilias like clouds when there is no wind, moving imperceptibly; great
globes of time never to be done with. Her heart gave a throb whenever
any one appeared. But it was Tom Gardener, it was Mr. Pen, it was some
one from the village, it was never Mr. Geoff; and finally here was some
one quite antagonistic, the enemy in person, the stranger whom people
called Uncle Randolph. Lilias gave her little brother a note of warning;
and she opened her own book again.
When Randolph approached, they had thus the air of being very busily
employed, both;--Lilias intent upon her book, while Nello, furtively
feeling in his pocket for the stones which he had stored there for use,
busied himself, to all appearance, with his lesson, repeating it to
himself with moving lips. Randolph had taken very little notice of the
children, except by talking at them to his sister. He came to a pause
now, and looked at them with curiosity--or at least he looked at Nello;
for after all, it did not matter about the girl. She might be John’s
daughter, or she might not; but in any case she was not worth a thought.
He did not see the humour of the preternatural closeness of study which
the children exhibited; but it afforded a means of opening
communications.
“Are these your lessons for Mr. Pennithorne?” he said.
Nello, to whom the question was addressed, made no answer. Was he not
much to busy to answer? his eyes were riveted upon his book. Lilias kept
silence too as long as politeness would let her; but at last the
rudeness of it struck her acutely. This might be an enemy, but children
ought not to be rude. She therefore said timidly, “Yes;” and added by
way of explanation, “Nello’s is Latin; but me, it is only English I
have.”
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