“It is dreadful to go against you,” said the Vicar, looking at her with
piteous eyes, beseeching her forgiveness; “but Randolph is in the right.
Nello is losing his time; he is doing no good; he ought to go to
school.”
“You too!” cried Mary. She could not but smile, though the tears were in
her eyes. And poor Mr. Pen’s dissent from her cost the good man so much.
He looked at her, his eyes too filling, with deprecating, beseeching,
wistful looks, as a dog does. When he thus took part so distinctly
against Mary, conscience, it was clear, must have been strong within Mr.
Pen. He had tried hard for her sake to overcome the habit of irregular
hours and desultory occupation which had grown upon him, and to give the
children their lessons steadily, at the same hours, day by day. But poor
Mr. Pen had not known how hard it would be to accomplish this. The idea
of being able to make up the failing lessons at any odd moment which
made the children at the Vicarage so uncertain in their hours, had soon
returned after the first bracing up of duty towards Lilias and Nello had
come to an end. And then Mrs. Pen had been ill, and could not bear the
noise of the children; and then the Squire had been ill, upsetting
everybody and everything; and then--the Vicar did not know what more to
say for himself. He had got out of the way of teaching, out of the habit
of exact hours, and Emily had been very poorly, and, on the whole,
Randolph was right, and the boy ought to go to school.
Several of these discussions, however, took place before Mary gave way.
The account Randolph had heard of the last scene in the library, before
the Squire had his “stroke,” had not been at all satisfactory to his
mind. He sincerely believed (though with an uneasy sense of something in
it that sounded like truth) that this story was a fabrication to suit a
purpose. But, on the other hand, his own intentions were very distinct.
The mere fact that such a story had been invented showed the meaning on
the other side. This boy was to be foisted into the place which, for
years, he had supposed himself to occupy. John not being possible, who
but Randolph could fill that place? Another heir was ridiculous, was
shameful, and a wrong to him. He would not suffer it. What right had
John, an outlaw and exile, to have a son, if it came to that? He would
not allow the child to stay here to be petted and pampered, and made to
believe himself the heir. For, in the end, Randolph had made up his mind
that the boy could not and should not be admitted to the advantages of
heirship without a very different kind of proof of identity from any
they possessed. And it would be ruin to the child to be allowed to fill
such a false position now. The mere idea of it filled him with
suppressed rage. He did not mean the boy any harm--not any real harm. On
the contrary, it would be a real advantage to him in any case to be bred
up frugally and industriously; and this he would insist upon, in spite
of every resistance.
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