He would not leave the child here to have him
wormed into the old man’s affections, made a tool of by Mary in John’s
interests, and to his own detriment. He was determined to get rid of
Nello, whatever it cost him: not to do him harm, but to get him out of
the way. This idea began to possess him like a mania--to get rid of the
child who was more dangerous, a great deal more dangerous, than John
himself. And all the circumstances of the house favoured his removal at
this moment, when the Squire’s illness occupied everybody’s attention.
And then it was a great point to have enlisted on his side the reluctant
and abashed, yet conscientious support of Mr. Pen.
As for the children themselves, a subtle discomfort had stolen into
their life. The old gentleman’s illness, though it did not affect them,
affected the house. The severe and dangerous illness of an important
member of any household has always a confusing influence upon domestic
life. It changes the centre of existence, so that everything, which once
radiated from the cheerful hearth becomes absorbed in the sick-chamber,
making of it the temporary and fictitious centre of the dwelling. In
this changed orbit, all the stars of the household firmament shine, and
beyond it everything is left cold, and sunless, and neglected. Children
are always the first to feel this atmospheric change, which affects them
more than it does the watchers and nurses, whose time and minds are
absorbed in the new occupation. It was as if the sun had gone out of the
sky to the children at Penninghame. They were left free indeed, to go
and come as they liked, nobody attempting to hustle them out of the way,
to say, “Run, children, some one is coming.” All the world might go and
come, and it did not matter. Neither did it matter to them now where
they went, for every room was equally dreary and empty. Mary, who meant
home to them, and to whom they carried all their grievances and
pleasures, had disappeared from their view; and Miss Brown, who was
their directress in minor matters, had become invisible too, swallowed
up by that sick-room, which absorbed everything. It was no pleasure to
roam about the drawing-room, generally forbidden ground, and even
through and through the passages from the hall to the dining-room,
though they had so often longed to do it, when nobody was to be found
there, either to laugh with them, or to find fault. Even Eastwood was
swept up in the same whirlpool; and as for Mary, their domestic
divinity, all that was seen of her was when she passed from one room to
another, crossing the corridor, disappearing within the door of the
mysterious chamber, where doctors and nurses, and every sort of
medicine, and drinks, and appliances of all kinds, were being taken. How
could the old gentleman want so much? Twice over a new kind of bed was
taken into that strange gulf of a sick-room, and all so
silently--Eastwood standing on the stairs, deprecating with voice and
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