“Is my father worse?” he asked, pausing, with his arm upon the
banisters. Such a group of eager, pale faces! and the darkness all round
in which others still might be lurking unseen.
“No change, sir,” said Miss Brown, shaking her head. She was impatient
too, like the rest, but yet felt a sort of superior resignation, as one
who was in the front of affairs. And she had something to say besides.
She gave a glance at the other women, who responded with secret nods of
encouragement, then cleared her throat and delivered her soul--“Mr.
Randolph, sir, might I make so bold as to say a word?”
“Say whatever you like,” said Randolph. He could not help but give a
little glance round him, to make sure that there was no one else about.
“It is just this, sir--when you see him lying there, that white, as if
he was gone already, and know that better he can’t be--oh, it brings a
many thoughts into the mind! I’ve stood by dying beds before now, and
seen them as were marked for death, but I never saw it more clear. And
oh, Mr. Randolph, if there were things that might lie on his mind, and
keep him from going quiet, as an old gentleman ought! If there were
folks he ought to see afore all’s over----!”
“I don’t see what you are driving at,” Randolph said hastily. “Speak out
if you’ve anything to say.”
“Oh, sir,” said Miss Brown, “don’t you think----. I am not one that
likes to interfere, but I am an old servant, and when a body has been
long about a place, it’s natural to feel an interest. If it wasn’t your
family at all--if it was another that your advice was asked
for--shouldn’t you say that Mr. John ought to know?”
This appeal startled Randolph. He had not been looking for it; and he
gave an uncomfortable look round him. Then he felt a strange irritation
and indignation that were more easy to express. “Am I my brother’s
keeper?” he said. “I don’t know where Mr. John is, that I should go and
hunt for him to let him know.”
“Oh, sir,” said Miss Brown, “don’t you be angry! Cook here is like me:
she thinks it’s only his due. I would say it to Miss Mary, not troubling
you that are ‘most a stranger, but she’s night and day, she never will
leave her father; she has a deal upon her. And a gentleman knows ways
that womanfolk don’t think of. If you would be but that kind, Mr.
Randolph! Oh, where there’s a will there’s always a way!”
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