“It is none of my business,” said Randolph; “and I don’t know where he
is,” he added, looking round him once more. He might be here already in
the dark, waiting till the breath was out of his father’s body--waiting
to seize possession of the house, felon as he was. And if Randolph was
the means of betraying him into the hands of justice, what would
everybody say? He went abruptly away down the uncarpeted, polished
stairs, on which his hasty step rang and slid. John, always John! he
seemed to be in the air. Even Eastwood, when he attended him with his
bed-candle, could not refrain from adding a word. “The doctor looks very
serious, sir,” Eastwood said; “and if there’s any telegraph to be sent,
I’ll keep the groom ready to go at a moment’s notice. ‘It would be well
to send for all friends,’ the doctor said.”
“I don’t know any one to send for,” said Randolph peremptorily; “let the
groom go to bed.” And he went to bed himself sooner than usual, to get
rid of these appeals and of equally imperative thoughts. He went to bed,
but he could not go to sleep, and kept his candle burning half the
night. He heard the watchers moving about in his father’s room, which
was over-head, all the night through. Sometimes there would be a little
rush of steps, and then he held his breath, thinking this might be at
last the “change” which was looked for. But then everything grew still
again, and he dozed, with the one poor candle, feeble but steadfast
watcher, burning on till it became a pale intruder into the full glory
of day.
Randolph, however, slept deeply in the morning, and got up with the
greater part of those cobwebs blown away. John lost his hold upon the
imagination in daylight, and he was able to laugh at his foolish alarm.
How could it be John whom he had seen? He durst not show himself in the
country where still his crime was so well remembered, and the sentence
out against him. And as for the appearance being anything more than
mortal, or less than human, Randolph laughed at the state of his own
nerves which rendered such an idea tenable for a moment. He was a
materialist by nature--as so many are; though he said his creed without
any intrusive doubts; and the absurdity was too patent after he had
slept and been refreshed. But no doubt it was bad for his health, bad
for his _morale_, to stay here. There was something in the atmosphere
that was demoralizing; the air had a creeping sensation in it as of
something more than met the eye. Death was in it; death, creeping on
slowly, silently--loitering about with faint odours of mortality and
sickening stillness. Randolph felt that he must escape into a more
natural and wholesome air before further harm was done.
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