“Tell me what it was,” he said, soothingly. “You saw--some one? Do not
cry so bitterly. You never harmed anybody in your life. Tell me--you
thought you saw----?”
“I saw _him_, as plainly as I see you, Geoff; don’t tell me it was a
fancy. He was sitting, resting, like a man tired with walking, dusty and
worn out. I noticed his weary look before I saw his face, and just as we
passed he raised his head. Oh, why should he have looked at _me_ like
that, Geoff? No, I never did any one harm, much less him. I have always
stood up for him, you know, since you first spoke to me. I have always
said, always--even before this was found out: living people mistake each
other continually; but the dead--the dead ought to know----”
“Who is dead?” said Geoff; “are you speaking of John Musgrave, who is as
much alive as I am?”
“If he were a living man,” said Mary, solemnly, “how could I have seen
him? Geoff, it is no mistake. I saw him, as I see you.”
“And is that why you think him dead?” said Geoff, with natural surprise.
Lady Stanton raised herself erect in her corner. “Geoff, oh, can you not
understand?” she cried. But she did not herself quite understand what
she meant. She thought from the suddenness of it, from the shock it gave
her, and from the disappearance of the wayfarer, which was so
inexplicable, that it was an apparition she had seen. John Musgrave
could not be there, in the flesh, seated by the roadside; it was not
possible; but when Geoff asked whether having seen him was an argument
for thinking him dead, she had nothing to say. She wrung her hands. “I
have seen him whether he is living or dead,” she repeated, “and he
looked at me with such eyes. He was not young as he used to be, but
worn, and a little grey. I came to tell you what Sir Henry said; but
here is something far, far more important. Know him! Could I mistake
him, do you think?--how could I mistake him? Geoff, how could it be
_he_, sitting there without any warning, without a word? but if it was
he, if that was possible, why are we going on like this? Are we to
desert him?--give him up? I am talking folly,” she said, again clasping
her hands. “Oh, Geoff, a living man would not have looked at me with
such eyes.”
“He has not very much right to happy eyes, has he?” said Geoff; “coming
home an outlaw, not venturing to speak to any one. It would not be half
so sad if he were a ghost. But to come back, and not to dare to trust
even his friends, not to know if he has any friends, not to be able to
go home and see his children like any other man, to rest on the stones
at the roadside, he to whom all the land belongs! I don’t wonder he
looked sad,” cried Geoff, half-sympathetic, half-indignant. “How was he
to know even that he would find a friend in you?”
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