Very different were the feelings of her mistress standing there in the
dimness of the old hall, her frame thrilling and her heart aching with
the appeal which her brother had made to her, out of a silence which for
more than a dozen years had been unbroken as that of the grave. She
could scarcely believe yet that she had seen his very handwriting and
read words which came straight from him and were signed by his now
unfamiliar name. The children, who crouched together frightened by the
darkness, were as phantoms to her, like a dream about which she had just
got into the stage of doubt. Till now it had been all real to her, as
dreams appear at first. But now, she stood, closing the door in the
stillness of the evening, which, still as it was, was full of curiosity
and questioning and prying eyes, and asked herself if these little
figures were real, or inventions of her fancy. Real children of her
living brother--was it true, was it possible? They were awe-stricken by
the gathering dusk, by the strange half-empty room, by the dim circle of
the unknown which surrounded them on every side. The nurse had put
herself upon a chair on the edge of the carpet, where she sat holding
the little boy on her knee, while little Lilias, who had backed slowly
towards this one familiar figure, stood leaning against her, clutching
her also with one hand, though she concealed instinctively this sign of
fear. The boy withdrew the wondering whiteness of his face from the
nurse’s shoulder now and then to give a frightened, fascinated look
around, then buried it again in a dumb trance of dismay and terror, too
frightened to cry. What was to be done with these frightened children
and the strange woman to whom they clung? Mary could not keep them here
to send them wild with alarm. They wanted soft beds, warm fires,
cheerful lights, food and comfort, and they had come to seek it in the
only house in the world which was closed by a curse and a vow against
them. Mary Musgrave was not the kind of woman who is easily frightened
by vows or curses; there was none of the romantic folly in her which
would believe in the reality of an unjust or uncalled-for malediction.
But she was persuaded of the reality of a thing which involved no
supernatural mysteries, the obstinancy of her father’s mind, and his
determination to hold by the verdict he had given. Years move and change
everything, even the hills and the seas--but not the narrow mind of an
obstinate and selfish man. She did not call him by these names; he was
her father and she did not judge him; but no more did she hope in him.
And in this wonderful moment a whole circle of possibilities ran through
her mind. She might take them to the village; but there were other
dangers there; or to the Parsonage, but Mr. Pen was weak and poor Emily
a gossip. Could she dare the danger that was nearest, and take them
somehow upstairs out of the way, and conceal them there, defying her
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