her except a momentary glance of disappointment. Thus she went out of
the house brave and resolute, yet with a tremor of the unknown in her
breast.
Lilias knew what to do: to walk to Pennington, where the railway station
was, and then to take a ticket, and to get into a railway carriage. The
walk along the highroad was long, but it was not so overwhelming as that
early expedition she had made all alone up into the hills when she had
met Geoff. How glad she had been to meet him, and to hear from him that
she need go no further! Lilias had not ceased to believe in Mr. Geoff,
but nothing had been done, and her heart was sick of the waiting. She
did not want to meet him now; her little heart gave a jump when she saw
any one riding towards her; but it was certain she did not want to meet
Geoff, to have her mission again taken out of her hands. Nothing was
more likely than that she should meet him, and her eyes travelled along
the dusty line of road, somewhat wistfully looking out--in hopes not to
see him--which much resembled the hope of seeing him, though it was
differently expressed. And now and then a cloud of dust would rise--now
and then a horseman would appear far off, skimming lightly over the long
line of road, which it took Lilias so much time to get over. Once a
beautiful carriage dashed past her, with the beautiful lady in it whom
she had once seen, and who had kissed and cried over Nello without
taking much notice of Lilias. Could it be that the beautiful lady had
heard too that he was in trouble? Lilias mended her pace and pushed on.
What fancies she met with as she plodded along the road! It was a long
dusty highway, running for a little while in sight of the lake, then
turning through the village, then striking across the country up and
down, as even a highroad is obliged to do in the north country, where
there is nothing but heights and hollows. It seemed to stretch into
infinity before Lilias, mounting one brae after another, showing in a
long level line here and there; appearing on the other side of that
clump of trees, beyond that far-off farmhouse, looking as if it led
without pause back to the end of the world. Lilias wove one dream after
another as she went along from landmark to landmark. How vivid they
were! So real, that the child seemed to enact every scene in them as
they floated through her mind; far more real than the actual events of
her life. She saw herself arriving at a great spacious place, which was
Nello’s school--undefined, yet lofty and wide and splendid, with marble
pillars, and great colonnades and halls. She saw people coming to gaze
and wonder at the little girl--the little wandering princess--who had
come to seek her brother. “The girl looked at them all, and said, ‘Take
me to Nello.’ The girl turned round upon them, and her lip curled with
scorn.” (Lilias suited the action to the word; and her innocent lip did
curl, with what version of fine disdain it could execute.) “What did she
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