care for all they could do for her? ‘It is my brother I want,’ she
said.” This was how she carried on her parable. Perhaps her own little
figure was too much in the front of all these visions. Perhaps her own
fine indifference to all blandishments and devotion to Nello was the
chief principle made apparent. This was how it ran on, however,
accompanying and shortening the way. She made long dialogues between
herself and the master, between herself and Nello. How he clung to her;
how glad he was that she had come. “It is Lily; I knew Lily would come,”
she made him say. He would not be surprised; he would know that this was
the most natural thing. If they had locked her up in prison to keep her
away from him, what would it have mattered? Lilias would have found a
way to go to him when Nello was in trouble; and Nello knew that as well
as she.
She was very tired, however, and it was dark when she arrived at
Pennington. Lilias put on her grand air, but it was rather difficult to
impose upon the station-master and porters. They all wanted to be very
kind, to take care of her, and arrange everything for the little
traveller. The station-master called her “my dear,” and wanted Lilias to
go to his house, where his wife would take care of her till the morning.
“You are too little to travel by the night train,” he said; and the
porters were eloquent on the wickedness of sending a little lady like
this by herself. “I am going to my brother, who is ill,” Lilias said,
with dignity. “And have you no mamma to go to him, my little miss?” said
the porter, friendly, yet respectful. They were all very kind. No one
knew her, and they asked many questions to find out who she was. They
said to each other it was well seen she had no mother, and made Lilias’s
heart swell so, that she forgave them for treating her as a child,
rather than as the little princess she had dreamed of being. Finally,
they arranged for her that she should travel to the great junction where
Nello had met Bampfylde at once--and that the guard should take care of
her, and put her in the night train, which arrived at a very early hour
in the morning at the station she wanted to go to. All this was arranged
for her with the kindest care by these rough men. They installed her in
the little waiting-room till the train should go. They came and fetched
her when it was going, and placed her in her corner. “Poor little lady!”
they said. Lilias was half-humiliated, half-pleased by all these
attentions. She submitted to them, not able to be anything but grateful
to the men who were so kind to her, yet feeling uneasily that it was not
in this homely way that she meant them to be kind. They did not look up
to her, but looked down upon her with compassionate tenderness, as upon
a motherless little girl--a child who recalled children of their own.
Just so the good woman looked upon her who got into the train along with
her. “All that way, and all alone, my poor little thing?” the woman
said.
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