Lilias watched and waked through the night, counting out the hours of
darkness, saying her prayers over and over, feeling herself lost in the
long whirl of distance and gloom and confusing sound; but as the night
began to tremble towards the dawning, she began to doze unawares, her
eyes closing in spite of herself, and much against her will; and it was
with a shiver that she woke up very wide awake, but feeling wretched, in
consequence of her doze, at the little roadside station, one small house
placed on the edge of a wide expanse of fields, chiefly pasture land,
and with no character at all. A great belt of wood stretched to the
right hand, to the left there was nothing but fields, and a long endless
road dividing them, visible for miles with a little turn in it here and
there, but nothing beside to break its monotony. Lilias clambered out of
the carriage when she felt the jar and clang of the stoppage, and heard
the name of the station drowsily called out. The man in charge of it
gazed at her as though she had dropped from the clouds; he did not even
see her till the train was in motion again, creaking and swinging away
into the distance. To see her standing there with her great eyes gave
him a thrill of strange sensation, almost of terror. Fatigue and
excitement had made her face paler than usual, and had drawn great
circles round her eyes. She looked like a ghost standing there in the
faint grey of the dawn, cold and trembling, yet courageous as ever. “Mr.
Swan’s? Oh yes, I can tell you the way to Mr. Swan’s; but you should
have spoken sooner. They’ve been and carried off your luggage.” Lilias
had not strength of mind to confess that she had no luggage, and indeed
was too much confused and upset by her snatch of sleep to be sure what
he was saying, and stumbled forth on the road, when he showed her how to
go, half-dazed, and scarcely more than half-conscious. But the pinch of
the keen morning air, and the sensation of strange stillness and
loneliness, soon restored her to the use of her faculties. The
benevolent railway man was loth to let her go. “It’s very early, and
you’re very small,” he said. “You’re welcome to wait here, my little
lady, till they send for you. Perhaps they did not expect you so early?”
“Oh, it does not matter,” said Lilias. “Thank you; I am quite able to
walk.” The man stood and watched her as she made her way in the faint
light along the road. He dared not leave his post, or he would have gone
with her out of sheer compassion. So young, and with such a pale little
beautiful face, and all alone at such an hour of the morning, while it
was still night! “It will be one of them boyses sisters,” he said to
himself with singular discrimination. And then he recollected the pale
little boy who had gone to Mr. Swan’s so short a time before. This gave
clue to the mysterious little passenger, which set his mind at rest.
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