And Lilias went on along the darkling road. It was not possible to
mistake the road--a long white streak upon the landscape, which was
visible even in the dark; and it was not altogether dark now, but a
ghostly, damp, autumnal glimmer of morning, before the sun-rising. The
hedges had mists of gossamer over them, which would shine like rainbow
webs when the sun rose. The fields glimmered colourless still, but
growing every moment more perceptible in the chill dreariness of the
season--not cold enough for frost, yet very cold. Everything was grey,
the few shivering half-grown trees in the hedgerows, the sky all banked
with clouds, the face of the half-seen landscape. There was one cottage
by the roadside, and that was grey too, all shut up and asleep, the door
closed, the windows all black. Little Lilias, the one moving atom in
that great still landscape, felt afraid of it, and of herself, and the
sound of her own steps, which seemed loud enough to wake a whole world
of people. It seemed to Lilias that the kindly earth was dead, and she
alone a little ghost, walking about its grave. None of her dreams, none
of the poetry, nor anything out of her fairy lore could help her here.
The reality was more than any dream. How still!--how very still it
was!--how dark! and yet with that weird lightening which grew about her,
making everything more visible moment by moment, as if by some strange
magical clearing of her own tired eyes! She was so tired, so worn out;
faint for want of food, though she was not hungry--and for want of
rest, though she did not wish to go to sleep. Such an atom in all that
great grey insensible universe, and yet the only thing alive!
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