The firelight had already begun to sparkle pleasantly in the bedrooms,
and Mary found herself suddenly plunged into those pleasant cares of a
mother which make time fly so swiftly. She had found so much to do for
them, getting them to bed and making the weary little creatures
comfortable, that the bell rang for dinner before she was aware. She
left them hastily, and put herself into her evening gown with a speed
which was anxiously seconded by Miss Brown, who for her part was just as
eager to get back to the children as was her mistress. Miss Musgrave did
not know what awaited her when she went down-stairs, or what battles she
might have to fight. She had another duty now in the world beyond that
claimed by her father. He had no such need of her as these children, who
in all the wide world had no protector or succour but herself. Her heart
beat a little louder and stronger than usual; her bearing was more
dignified. The indifference which had been in her life this morning had
passed away. How strange it seemed now to think of that calm which
nothing affected much, in which she had been comparatively happy, but
which now appeared so mean and poverty-stricken. The easy quiet had gone
out of her life;--was it for ever?--and instead there had come in a
commotion of anxieties, hopes, and doubts and questions manifold; but
yet how miserable to her in comparison seemed now that long loveless
tranquillity! She was another woman, a living woman, she thought to
herself, bearing the natural burden of care, a burden sweetened by a
hundred budding tendernesses and consolations. It is well to have good
health and enough to do; these had been the bare elements of existence,
out of which she had managed to form a cold version of living; but how
different was this vivid existence, new-born yet eternal, of love and
care! She was like one inspired. If she had been offered the
alternative, as she almost expected, of leaving the house or giving up
the children, with what pride would she have drawn her cloak round her
and left her father’s house! This prospect seemed near enough and likely
enough as she walked into the dining-room, with her head high, and a
swell of conscious force in her bosom. Whatever might be coming she was
prepared for any blow.
Mr. Musgrave, too, was late. He who was the soul of punctuality did not
enter the room for a minute or more after his daughter had hastened
there, knowing herself late--but whereas she had hurried her toilet, his
had never been more careful and precise. He took his seat with
deliberate steadiness, and insisted upon carving the mutton and
partridge which made their meal, though on ordinary occasions he left
this office to Eastwood. It gratified him, however, to-day, to prove to
himself and to her how capable he was and how steady were his nerves.
And he talked while he did this with unusual energy, going over again
all the history of the “chief.”
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