Mr. Pen sighed. Perhaps he was more conscious of the litter of
dressmaking than of this fine sentiment. But anyhow he did not give any
applause to the heroine. He left indeed this family subject altogether,
and after a momentary pause, said, half to himself, “John Musgrave’s
children! Who could have thought it! And how strange it all is----”
“Really, Mr. Pennithorne,” said his wife, offended, “this is too much. I
don’t believe you think one half so much of your own children as of
those Musgraves. What did they ever do for us?”
“They did this for us, my dear, that but for them I should not have had
a home to offer you--nor a family at all,” said the vicar with a little
warmth. “I might have been still travelling with boys about the
world----”
“Oh, William, not with your talents,” said his wife, looking at him with
admiration. With all her fretfulness and insensibility to those fine
points of internal arrangement for which he had a half-developed,
half-subdued taste, Emily had still a great admiration for her husband.
Now Mary Musgrave, who was, unknown to either, her spiritual rival, had
no admiration for good Mr. Pen at all. This gave the partner of his life
an infinite advantage. His voice softened as he replied, shaking his
head:
“Unfortunately, my love, other people do not appreciate my talents as
you do.”
“That is because they don’t know you so well,” she said with flattering
promptitude. Mr. Pennithorne drew a chair to the fire and sat down. It
was but rarely that he received this domestic adulation; but it warmed
him, and did him good.
“Ah, my dear, I fear I must not lay that flattering unction to my soul,”
he said.
“You are too modest, William; I have always said you were too modest,”
said Mrs. Pennithorne, returning good for evil. How little notice he had
taken of her fine heroic feeling and self-abnegation! Women are more
generous; she behaved very differently to him. And the fact was, he very
soon began to think that old Mr. Musgrave had made use of him, and given
him a very poor return. The vicarage was not much--and the Squire had
never attempted to do anything more. It is sweet to be told that you are
above your fate--that Providence owes you something better. He roused
himself up, however, after a time out of that unwholesome state of
self-complacency. “What a strange state of affairs it is, Emily,” he
said. He was not in the habit of making his wife his confidant on
matters that concerned the Musgraves, but in a moment of weakness his
resolution was overcome. “What a painful state of affairs! Mr. Musgrave
knows of the coming of these children, but he takes no notice, and
whether she is to be allowed to keep them or not----”
“Dear me, think of having to get permission from your father at her time
of life,” said Mrs. Pennithorne, with a naïve pity. “And whom did he
marry, William, and what sort of person was their mother? I don’t think
you ever told me that.”
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