She has not married; why has she not married--that
once admired of all admirers? Has it been that she, too, sharing the lot
which she inflicted on so many, was not loved where she loved? or was
it perhaps that she had made a mistake--sent away some one, perhaps,
who knows, the very man who thought of her thus kindly and
regretfully--whom she was afterwards sorry to have sent away? Nobody
said this in words, but Mary Musgrave at forty was more tenderly thought
of than Lady Stanton, who had been the rival queen of the county. Lady
Stanton was stout now-a-days; in men’s minds, when they met her sailing
into a ball-room, prematurely indued with the duties of chaperon to her
husband’s grown-up daughters, there would arise a half-amused wonder how
they could have worshipped at her feet as they once did. “Can this
muckle wife be my true love Jean?” they said to themselves. But Miss
Musgrave, who was slim as a girl in her unwedded obscurity, and whose
eyes some people thought as bright as ever, though her hair was grey,
gave rise to no such irreverent thoughts. There were men scattered
through the world who had a romantic regard, a profound respect still,
for this woman whom they had loved, and who had preserved the
distinction of loving no one in return. Nobody had died for love of her,
though, some had threatened it; but this visionary atmosphere of past
adoration supplied a delicate homage, such as is agreeable even to an
old maiden’s heart.
And Miss Musgrave’s life was spent chiefly in the old hall, as her
father’s was spent in his library. She had been full of gay activity in
her youth, a bold and graceful horsewoman, ready for anything that was
going; but, with the same sense of fitness that led the squire to his
retirement, she too had retired. She had put aside her riding-habits
along with, her muslins, and wore nothing but rich neutral-tinted silk
gowns. Her only extravagance was a pair of ponies, which she drove into
the county town when she had business to do, or to pay an occasional
visit to her friends: but by far the greater part of her life was spent
in the old hall, where all her favourites and allies came, and all her
poor people from the village, who found her seated like a scriptural
potentate in the gate, ready to settle all quarrels and administer
impartial justice. The hall was connected with the house by a short
passage and two doors, which shut out all interchange of sound. There
was nothing above it but the high-pitched roof, the turret chimneys, and
the ivy, nor was any interposition of servants necessary to usher in
visitors by that ever-open way. This was a thing which deeply affected
the spirits and feelings of Eastwood, the only male functionary in the
house--the most irreproachable of butlers. A door which opened straight
into the lady’s favourite sitting-room was felt by him to be an insult
to the family; it was more like a farmhouse than a castle; and as for
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