It is a pressure, too, that cannot easily be dodged. We can frankly
recognize our defeat, plunge boldly at the work and make it a part
of ourselves; this course of action, which most of us adopt, is
really, however, simply an unconditional surrender. We can drift
along apathetically, without interest either in our work or our own
personalities; this course is even more disastrous. Or we can quietly
wait until we have found the vocation that guarantees the success of
our personalities; this course is an ideal that is possible to very
few. And yet, did we but know it, a little thought at the beginning
would often have prevented the misfit, and a little boldness when
one has discovered the misfit would often have secured the favorable
change. That self-recognition, which is the only basis for a genuine
spiritual success in life, is the thing that too many of us lack. The
apathy comes from a real ignorance of what our true work is. Then
we are twice a slave,--a prey to our circumstance and a prey to our
ignorance.
Like all discoveries, what one’s work is can be found only by
experiment. But this can often be an imaginative experiment. One can
take an “inventory of one’s personality,” and discover one’s interests,
and the kind of activity one feels at home with or takes joy in. Yet
it is true that there are many qualities which cannot be discovered by
the imagination, which need the fairy touch of actual use to develop
them. There is no royal road to this success. Here the obstacles are
usually too thick to be dodged. We do not often enough recognize the
incredible stupidity of our civilization where so much of the work is
uninteresting and monotonous. That we should consider it a sort of
triumph that a man like Mr. John Burroughs should have been able to
live his life as he chose, travel along his own highroad, and develop
himself in his own natural direction, is a curious reflection on our
ideals of success and on the incompleteness of our civilization. Such a
man has triumphed, however, because he has known what to dodge. He has
not been crushed by the social opinion of his little world, or lured by
specious success, or fettered by his “job,” or hoodwinked by prejudice.
He has kept his spirit clear and pure straight through life. It would
be well for modern youth if it could let an ideal like this color their
lives, and permeate all their thoughts and ambitions. It would be well
if they could keep before them such an ideal as a pillar of fire by day
and a cloud by night.
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