From the state of “the little child, to whom the sky is a roof of
blue, the world a screen of opaque and disconnected facts, the
home a thing eternal, and ‘being good’ just simple obedience to
unquestioned authority,” one steps suddenly into that “vast world of
adult perception, pierced deep by flaring search-lights of partial
understanding.”
The child has an utter sense of security; childhood is unconscious even
that it is alive. It has neither fears nor anxieties, because it is
incorrigibly poetical. It idealizes everything that it touches. It is
unfair, perhaps, to blame parents and teachers, as we sometimes do in
youth, for consciously biasing our child-minds in a falsely idealistic
direction; for the child will infallibly idealize even his poorest of
experiences. His broken glimpses and anticipations of his own future
show him everything that is orderly, happy, and beautifully fit. He
sees his grown-up life as old age, itself a sort of reversed childhood,
sees its youth. The passing of childhood into youth is, therefore,
like suddenly being turned from the cosy comfort of a warm fireside to
shift for one’s self in the world. Life becomes in a moment a process
of seeking and searching. It appears as a series of blind alleys, all
equally and magnificently alluring, all equally real and possible.
Youth’s thirst for experience is simply that it wants to be everything,
do everything and have everything that is presented to its imagination.
Youth has suddenly become conscious of life. It has eaten of the tree
of the knowledge of good and evil.
As the world breaks in on a boy with its crashing thunder, he has a
feeling of expansion, of sudden wisdom and sudden care. The atoms of
things seem to be disintegrating around him. Then come the tearings and
the grindings and the wrenchings, and in that conflict the radical or
the poet is made. If the youth takes the struggle easily, or if his
guardian angels have arranged things so that there is no struggle,
then he becomes of that conservative stripe that we have renounced
above. But if he takes it hard,--if his struggles are not only with
outward material conditions, but also with inner spiritual ones,--then
he is likely to achieve that gift of the gods, perpetual youth. The
great paradox is that it is the sleek and easy who are prematurely and
permanently old. Struggle brings youth rather than old age.
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