"She lives backwards," he said. "Time is reversed for her. It isn't
only a physiological reversal. Everything goes backwards in time for
her. The future is the past to Summer, and the past is the unknown
future. She remembers the future, Don--she remembers it, because she
has seen it happen."
"That's impossible!" I exclaimed. "How can she? It hasn't happened yet!"
"To her it has," he replied. "It may upset your conception of the
future as a fluid thing of limitless possibilities, but Summer's
experience is pretty good evidence that it is as frozen and stable as
the past. As the Orientals say, what is to be will be."
I thought about that, and I thought I detected a flaw.
"Oh, no!" I said. "Wait a minute here, Wyn. If she can't remember
the past even a minute ahead, you couldn't even talk with her. She'd
remember what you were going to say, instead of what you had said. Not
only that, she'd talk backward! You'd never be able to understand her."
"People are adaptable," he replied. "She evidently learned to talk
backward--to her; correctly, to us. People learn to talk so others can
understand them. And as for conversation, do you remember Summer ever
answering a question directly?"
I started to say I did, for it seemed that I did. But a moment's
reflection changed my mind. Not a direct question; and her
participation in a conversation always had been a jumpy and disturbing
thing.
"But we can talk with Summer," I protested. "For years we've been able
to understand each other."
"Like writing letters that cross in the mails," he said. "And I think
people do have some knowledge of the immediate future, even you and I.
Summer would develop that faculty more than the average person."
Certainly. No wonder she had been so affectionate to me that it had
been impossible for me to resist her. To her, at that time, we had
already been lovers. By the same token, my own knowledge when the
affair was concluded that we had been lovers must have created in me an
attitude that was a strong incentive for her to yield to me at the end
of our relationship--the beginning, to her.
What a way to live! Always trying to guess, from the conversation of
those around her, what (to her) was going to happen, so she could react
intelligently.
"But," I protested, still unwilling to accept it, "if the past is the
future to her, her actions could affect the past."
"Exactly," he said. "I told you, this means you have to accept the
principle that the past is just as mallable as the future, and the
future is no more mallable than the past."
Wyn had known all this before he left. He had gone, not just to avoid
seeing his wife revert to childhood before his eyes, but to delve into
studies on the nature of time itself. Where he had been, how he had
supported himself I didn't know. I still don't know.
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