"I found out yesterday why she acts and talks so strangely. She
told me. I couldn't sleep last night, and I've decided I must leave
Allertown. Somewhere there may be people who can help me, but I can't
find the help I need here."
"Was it so terrible?" I asked, trying to calm him. "What did she tell
you, Wyn?"
He leaned forward intensely, pointing a finger at me, and opened his
mouth to speak. Then he shut it and sat back. He shook his head.
"No," he said. "Maybe it wouldn't affect you as it has me, but you
couldn't feel comfortable about it. All I want from you, Don, is the
promise that you'll take care of Summer and little Mark for me until I
come back."
"You know I'll do that. They can move in here right away. But I think
you're making a mistake, running away from whatever it is."
"I'm not running away," he replied. "I told you, I've got to have help."
That's all he would say. He left on the mid-afternoon train for Mayer
City, and I went around to 138 March Street to help move his wife and
child into my own home.
I didn't recall until three days later that Summer had predicted--or so
Wyn had said--that when she told him why she acted as she did, he would
leave her.
* * * * *
If I can't excuse Wyn for leaving his wife and child, I have even less
excuse for becoming his wife's lover. The fact that the interlude
may have been necessary to his very existence--and hers--is no
justification, for I did not know that then. Nor do I know it certainly
now.
But picture the plight of a man who has in his home a young and
beautiful woman, the realization growing on him, day by day, that he
has loved her for six years. And it was Summer's fault, as much as my
own. Perhaps more. Despite Wyn's words, I could not be sure that he
would return to her, and certainly she must have known that he would.
Despite this, she did more than merely encourage me.
I have wondered often about the philosophical implications of this
fact. If Summer had not encouraged me, I wouldn't have been bold enough
to make any advances on my own account ... and where would that have
left Summer?
On the other hand, it was the most natural thing in the world that
Summer should encourage me. She knew.
Wyn had been away only about two months when Summer, rousing herself
from a deeply pensive mood one night, sat down by my side on the sofa
and snuggled up close to me. I couldn't bring myself to pull away from
her, but I exclaimed:
"Summer, this isn't right. What about Wyn?"
"I don't understand this coolness toward me, Don," she said, laying
her head on my shoulder. "People who love each other shouldn't act so
aloof."
I was thunderstruck at this admission. But I couldn't help saying what
I said then.
"I do love you, Summer," I confessed, almost choking.
At once she arose and left me. I thought I had offended her, and I was
almost relieved that I had. It was best that she should be discouraged
about any ideas she might have about me.
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