principles, the large yet simple theories of electricity and magnetism,
rest obscure and dim in the disputes of their blinded schools; yet,
even in our youth, how few ever attained to the first circle of the
brotherhood, and, after wearily enjoying the sublime privileges they
sought, they voluntarily abandoned the light of the sun, and sunk,
without effort, to the grave, like pilgrims in a trackless desert,
overawed by the stillness of their solitude, and appalled by the absence
of a goal. Thou, in whom nothing seems to live BUT THE DESIRE TO KNOW;
thou, who, indifferent whether it leads to weal or to woe, lendest
thyself to all who would tread the path of mysterious science, a human
book, insensate to the precepts it enounces,--thou hast ever sought,
and often made additions to our number. But to these have only been
vouchsafed partial secrets; vanity and passion unfitted them for the
rest; and now, without other interest than that of an experiment in
science, without love, and without pity, thou exposest this new soul
to the hazards of the tremendous ordeal! Thou thinkest that a zeal
so inquisitive, a courage so absolute and dauntless, may suffice to
conquer, where austerer intellect and purer virtue have so often failed.
Thou thinkest, too, that the germ of art that lies in the painter’s
mind, as it comprehends in itself the entire embryo of power and beauty,
may be expanded into the stately flower of the Golden Science. It is a
new experiment to thee. Be gentle with thy neophyte, and if his nature
disappoint thee in the first stages of the process, dismiss him back to
the Real while it is yet time to enjoy the brief and outward life which
dwells in the senses, and closes with the tomb. And as I thus admonish
thee, O Mejnour, wilt thou smile at my inconsistent hopes? I, who have
so invariably refused to initiate others into our mysteries,--I begin at
last to comprehend why the great law, which binds man to his kind, even
when seeking most to set himself aloof from their condition, has made
thy cold and bloodless science the link between thyself and thy race;
why, THOU has sought converts and pupils; why, in seeing life after life
voluntarily dropping from our starry order, thou still aspirest to
renew the vanished, and repair the lost; why, amidst thy calculations,
restless and unceasing as the wheels of Nature herself, thou recoilest
from the THOUGHT TO BE ALONE! So with myself; at last I, too, seek a
convert, an equal,--I, too, shudder to be alone! What thou hast warned
me of has come to pass. Love reduces all things to itself. Either must I
be drawn down to the nature of the beloved, or hers must be lifted to
my own. As whatever belongs to true Art has always necessarily had
attraction for US, whose very being is in the ideal whence Art descends,
so in this fair creature I have learned, at last, the secret that bound
me to her at the first glance. The daughter of music,--music, passing
into her being, became poetry.
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