“My wife! _Dieu!_ What a _banalité_! You, with your exquisite,
glowing beauty and voluptuous charm, you would be a ‘wife’--that
tiresome figure-head of utterly dull respectability? You, with your
unmatched air of wild grace and freedom, would submit to be tied down
in the bonds of marriage,--marriage, which to my thinking and that of
many other men of my character, is one of the many curses of this
idiotic nineteenth century! No, I offer you love, Ziska!--ideal,
passionate love!--the glowing, rapturous dream of ecstasy in which
such a thing as marriage would be impossible, the merest vulgar
commonplace--almost a profanity.”
“I understand!” and the Princess Ziska regarded him intently, her
breath coming and going, and a strange smile quivering on her lips.
“You would play the part of an Araxes over again!”
He smiled; and with all the audacity of a bold and determined nature,
put his arms round her and drew her close up to his breast.
“Yes,” he said, “I would play the part of an Araxes over again!”
As he uttered the words, an indescribable sensation of horror seized
him--a mist darkened his sight, his blood grew cold, and a tremor
shook him from head to foot. The fair woman’s face that was lifted so
close to his own seemed spectral and far off; and for a fleeting
moment her very beauty grew into something like hideousness, as if the
strange effect of the picture he had painted of her was now becoming
actual and apparent--namely, the face of death looking through the
mask of life. Yet he did not loosen his arms from about her waist; on
the contrary he clasped her even more closely, and kept his eyes fixed
upon her with such pertinacity that it seemed as if he expected her to
vanish from his sight while he still held her.
“To play the part of an Araxes aright,” she murmured then in slow and
dulcet accents, “you would need to be cruel and remorseless, and
sacrifice my life--or any woman’s life--to your own clamorous and
selfish passion. But you,--Armand Gervase,--educated, civilized,
intellectual, and totally unlike the barbaric Araxes, could not do
that, could you? The progress of the world, the increasing
intelligence of humanity, the coming of the Christ, these things are
surely of some weight with you, are they not? Or are you made of the
same savage and impenitent stuff as composed the once famous yet
brutal warrior of old time? Do you admire the character and spirit of
Araxes?--he who, if history reports him truly, would snatch a woman’s
life as though it were a wayside flower, crush out all its sweetness
and delicacy, and then fling it into the dust withered and dead? Do
you think that because a man is strong and famous, he has a right to
the love of woman?--a charter to destroy her as he pleases? If you
remember the story I told you, Araxes murdered with his own hand
Ziska-Charmazel the woman who loved him.”
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