“Soul of Araxes, cling to my soul!--for this present life is swiftly
passing! No more scorn of the Divine can stand whither we are
speeding, for the Terrible and Eternal Truth overshadows us and our
destinies! Closed are the gates of Heaven,--open wide are the portals
of Hell! Enter with me, my lover Araxes!--die as I died, unprepared
and alone! Die, and pass out into new life again--such life as
mine--such torture as mine--such despair as mine--such hate as mine!
…”
She ceased abruptly, for he, convinced now of the certainty of
Immortality, was suddenly moved to a strange access of courage and
resolution. Something sweet and subtle stirred in him,--a sense of
power,--a hint of joy, which completely overcame all dread of death.
Old love revived, grew stronger in his soul, and his gaze rested on
the shadowy form beside him, no longer with horror but with
tenderness. She was Ziska-Charmazel,--she had been his love--the
dearest portion of his life--once in the far-off time; she had been
the fairest of women--and more than fair, she had been faithful! Yes,
he remembered that, as he remembered Her! Every curve in her beautiful
body had been a joy for him alone; and for him alone her lips, sweet
and fresh as rosebuds, had kept their kisses. She had loved him as few
women have either heart or strength to love, and he had rewarded her
fidelity by death and eternal torment! A struggling cry escaped him,
and he stretched out his arms:
“Ziska! Forgive--forgive!”
As he uttered the words, he saw her wan face suddenly change,--all the
terror and torture passed from it like a passing cloud,--beautiful as
an angel’s, it smiled upon him,--the eyes softened and flashed with
love, the lips trembled, the spectral form glowed with a living
luminance, and a mystic Glory glittered above the dusky hair! Filled
with ecstasy at the sight of her wondrous loveliness, he felt nothing
of the coldness of death at his heart,--a divine passion inspired him,
and with the last effort of his failing strength he strove to gather
all the spirit-like beauty of her being into his embrace.
“Love--Love!” he cried. “Not Hate, but Love! Come back out of the
darkness, soul of the woman I wronged! Forgive me! Come back to me!
Hell or Heaven, what matters it if we are together! Come to me,--come!
Love is stronger than Hate!”
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