“I am a very unhappy man, Mademoiselle Helen,” he began, looking at
her with a certain compassionate tenderness as he spoke. “I want your
sympathy, but I know I do not deserve it.”
Helen remained silent. A faint flush crimsoned her cheeks, but her
eyes were veiled under the long lashes--she thought he could not see
them.
“You remember,” he went on, “our pleasant times in Scotland? Ah, it is
a restful place, your Highland home, with the beautiful purple hills
rolling away in the distance, and the glorious moors covered with
fragrant heather, and the gurgling of the river that runs between
birch and fir and willow, making music all day long for those who have
the ears to listen, and the hearts to understand the pretty love tune
it sings! You know Frenchmen always have more or less sympathy with
the Scotch--some old association, perhaps, with the romantic times of
Mary Queen of Scots, when the light and changeful fancies of
Chastelard and his brother poets and lutists made havoc in the hearts
of many a Highland maiden. What is that bright drop on your hand,
Helen?--are you crying?” He waited a moment, and his voice was softer
and more tremulous. “Dear girl, I am not worthy of tears. I am not
good enough for you.”
He gave her time to recover her momentary emotion and then went on,
still softly and tenderly:
“Listen, Helen. I want you to believe me and forgive me, if you can. I
know--I remember those moonlight evenings in Scotland--holy and happy
evenings, as sweet as flower-scented pages in a young girl’s missal;
yes, and I did not mean to play with you, Helen, or wound your gentle
heart. I almost loved you!” He spoke the words passionately, and for a
moment she raised her eyes and looked at him in something of fear as
well as sorrow. “‘Yes,’ I said to my self, ‘this woman, so true and
pure and fair, is a bride for a king; and if I can win her--if!’ Ah,
there my musings stopped. But I came to Egypt chiefly to meet you
again, knowing that you and your brother were in Cairo. How was I to
know, how was I to guess that this horrible thing would happen?”
Helen gazed at him wonderingly.
“What horrible thing?” she asked, falteringly, the rich color coming
and going on her face, and her heart beating violently as she put the
question.
His eyes flashed.
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