Poor Helen! It was little marvel that she wept as all women weep when
their hearts are broken. It is so easy to break a heart; sometimes a
mere word will do it. But the vanishing of the winged Love-god from
the soul is even more than heart-break,--it is utter and irretrievable
loss,--complete and dominating chaos out of which no good thing can
ever be designed or created. In our days we do our best to supply the
place of a reluctant Eros by the gilded, grinning Mammon-figure which
we try to consider as superior to any silver-pinioned god that ever
descended in his rainbow car to sing heavenly songs to mortals; but it
is an unlovely substitute,--a hideous idol at best; and grasp its
golden knees and worship it as we will, it gives us little or no
comfort in the hours of strong temptation or trouble. We have made a
mistake--we, in our progressive generation,--we have banished the old
sweetnesses, triumphs and delights of life, and we have got in
exchange steam and electricity. But the heart of the age clamors on
unsatisfied,--none of our “new” ideas content it--nothing pacifies its
restless yearning; it feels--this great heart of human life--that it
is losing more than it gains, hence the incessant, restless aching of
the time, and the perpetual longing for something Science cannot
teach,--something vague, beautiful, indefinable, yet satisfying to
every pulse of the soul; and the nearest emotion to that divine solace
is what we in our higher and better moments recognize as Love. And
Love was lost to Helen Murray; the choice pearl had fallen in the vast
gulf of Might-have-been, and not all the forces of Nature would ever
restore to her that priceless gem.
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