'Stop,' she said; 'you must hear me. It's not for my own sake, it's
the child. It's a little girl; the others were boys, and I didn't mind
so much; if they 'd grown up, they might have got on somehow--but
there! they 're safe anyhow--both of them in one week,' wailed the
mother's voice, protesting against her own words that she did not mind
about them. 'But this is a girl, and not a bit like him. She 's like
me, and you used to say I was like mother. She's like mother, I 'm
sure she is. There, just look at her. It's so dark, but you can see
even by this light that she's not like the Blakes.' She was fumbling
to draw back the shawl from the baby's head with her disengaged hand,
while with the other she still held a grip on his arm that was almost
painful in its pressure; but he stood doggedly with his head turned
away, and gave no sign of hearing what she said.
'He left me six months ago,' she went on, 'and I 've struggled along
somehow. I don't want ever to see him again. They say he's gone to
America, but I don't care. I don't mind starving myself, but it's the
little girl--Oh! I 've not come to ask you to take me in, though it
wouldn't be for long,' and a wretched, hollow cough that had
interrupted her words once or twice before, broke in now as if to
confirm what she said; 'if you'd just take the child. She's a dear
little thing, and not old enough at two months to have learnt any harm,
and Jane Sands would be good to her, I know she would, for the sake of
old times. And I'll go away and never come near to trouble you
again--I 'll promise it. Oh! just look at her! If it wasn't so dark
you'd see she was like mother. Why, you can feel the likeness if you
just put your hand on her little face; often in the night I 've felt
it, and I never did with the boys. She's very good, and she's too
little to fret after me, bless her!--and she 'll never know anything
about me, and needn't even know she has a father, and he 's not ever
likely to trouble himself about her.'
Her voice grew more and more pleading and entreating as she went on,
for there was not the slightest response or movement in the still
figure before her, less movement even than in the old yew-tree behind,
whose smaller branches, black against the sky where the orange of the
sunset was darkening into dull crimson, stirred a little in the evening
air.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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