A Moslem seeker after God : $b showing Islam at its best in the life and teaching of al-Ghazali, mystic and theologian of the eleventh century
Al-Ghazali · en
“I gaze aloof at the tissued roof
Where time and space are the warp and woof,
Which the King of Kings, like a curtain flings,
O’er the dreadfulness of eternal things.
But if I could see, as in truth they be,
The glories that encircle me,
I should lightly hold this tissued fold
With its marvellous curtain of blue and gold;
For soon the whole, like a parched scroll,
Shall before my amazèd eyes unroll,
And without a screen at one burst be seen
The Presence in which I have always been.”
But Al-Ghazali did not know God’s nearness through the Incarnation of
Christ. The hoped-for Vision of God was always full of fear and dread of
judgment. The _fear_ of God was the beginning and end of wisdom. What he
understood by the fear of God is clear from the following passage taken
from the “Revival of Religious Sciences”: “By the fear of God I do not
mean a fear like that of women when their eyes swim and their hearts
beat at hearing some eloquent religious discourse, which they quickly
forget and turn again to frivolity. That is no real fear at all. He who
fears a thing flees from it, and he who hopes for a thing strives for
it, and the only fear that will save thee is that fear that forbids
sinning against God and instils obedience to Him. Beware of the shallow
fear of women and fools, who, when they hear of the terrors of the Lord,
say lightly, ‘We take refuge in God,’ and at the same time continue
in the very sins which will destroy them. Satan laughs at such pious
ejaculations. They are like a man who should meet a lion in a desert,
while there is a fortress at no great distance away, and when he sees the
ravenous beast, should stand exclaiming, ‘I take refuge in God.’ God will
not protect thee from the terrors of His judgment unless thou really take
refuge in Him.”
Included with his fear of God there was always a fear of death which
can best be described as mediæval or early Moslem. Towards the close of
his life he composed a short work on eschatology called “The Precious
Pearl.” It is no less lurid in its terrible pictures of death and the
judgment than some of his older works. In it he says: “When you watch a
dead man and see that the saliva has run from his mouth, that his lips
are contracted, his face black, the whites of his eyes showing, know that
he is damned, and that the fact of his damnation in the other world has
just been revealed to him. But if you see the dead with a smile on his
lips, a serene countenance, his eyes half-closed, know that he has just
received the good news of the happiness which awaits him in the other
world....