24th.--Saw a poor wretch with a nose I thought would do for my
scoundrel; worked at him the rest of the day till rain. Painted the
fist.
25th.--Up at nine--shower-bath. Wretch again all day: painted-in the
face and coat of the scoundrel.... I have quite forgotten how to
paint, it would seem....
June 3rd, Sunday.--Painted all day at the sky, sea, steamer, etc.;
changed the horizon; made it lower and level, instead of tilted. A
good day.
4th.--Placed the veil on the umbrella, a tough job. Afterwards
painted at it till six, when William and Maria Rossetti came.
5th.--Miss Rossetti still with us--walked out. Afternoon, veil. Heard
of the death of my poor niece Helen[129]--only seventeen.
6th.--To Lady Slade’s. To buy mourning, and to Helen Bromley’s; and
made a sketch of her child in her coffin. Home by twelve night.
7th.--Veil again. I do it indoors; it would be impossible out.
8th.--Ditto, and then off to Gravesend.
9th.--While there heard of the death of Anna Jones,[130] my cousin,
two days after that of Helen--same hour; shocked. Brought Lucy back
after the funeral....
13th.--Lady Slade’s. Called on Woolner; then to dine at William
Rossetti’s, with Burcham, Chemist and Artist. Saw his very clever
drawings of flowers, mosses, etc. With him to hear Monti’s
Lectures;[131] very interesting, with frightfully bad diagrams--poor
man. Then back again, and met Cayley, the translator of Dante....
22nd.--To the Crystal Palace with whole family and one servant. Saw
the glorious statue of the Florentine Captain,[132] and much else.
27th.--Up latish. To work about twelve, after gardening a little;
when in popped old White, and carried off _The Brent_ for £10, the
_Carrying Corn_ for £12, the drawing or design for the British
Poets[133] which I made in Rome in ’45, and which I gave to Millais
three years ago, and (he forgetting it) I have now sold for £8, and
the sketch for _The Last of England_ at £10; this last remains to be
finished. In all, £40 sold to-day. Gloria in Excelsis. I take a three
months’ bill for them.
28th.--Up at nine--shower-bath. Out in the garden for a few minutes,
and came in with an apoplectic feeling, heat being intense.
After, worked all day hard at the sketch of _Last of England_.
Then in the garden about eight p.m., and came in with the same
sensations as this morning. Lay on the sofa, with shirt unbuttoned
and vinegar-compresses for about one hour. Felt numb at the left
extremities.
29th.--Woke up still queer with apoplectic numbness about the left
arm--had breakfast in bed....
30th.--Up at half-past nine--felt better--worked all day at the
sketch for White. Seddon was married to Emmeline Bulford to-day at
Paris.
1st July.--Breakfast in bed--read _The Examiner_, and up at half-past
twelve. After dinner scraped out the woman’s face in the sketch,
and repainted it. Made the picture look quite dull and faded, and I
consequently unhappy.
2nd.--Emma began the day with quarrelling....