I understood that Rossetti had never at any period of his life been an
early riser, and at the time of the interview in question he was more
than ever before prone to reverse the natural order of waking and
sleeping hours. I am convinced that during the time I was with him only
the necessity of securing a certain short interval of daylight, by
which it was possible to paint, prevailed with him to rise before noon.
Alluding to this idiosyncrasy, he said: “I lie as long, or say as late,
as Dr. Johnson used to do. You shall never know, until you discover it
for yourself, at what hour I rise.” He sat up until four A.M. on this
night of my second visit,--no unaccustomed thing, as I afterwards
learned. I must not omit the mention of one feature of the conversation,
revealing to me a new side of his character, or, more properly, a new
phase of his mind, which gave me subsequently an infinity of anxiety and
distress. Branching off at a late hour from some entirely foreign topic,
he begged me to tell him the facts of some unlucky debate in which I
had long before been engaged on a public platform with some one who had
attacked him. He had heard a report of what passed at a time when
my name was unknown to him, as also was that of his assailant. Being
forewarned by William Rossetti of his brother’s peculiar sensitiveness
to critical attack, and having, moreover, observed something of the kind
myself, I tried to avoid a circumstantial statement of what passed. But
Rossetti was, as has been said by one who knew him well, “of imagination
all compact,” and my obvious desire to shelve the subject suggested to
his mind a thousand inferences infinitely more damaging than the fact.
To avoid such a result I told him all, and there was little in the
way of attack to repeat beyond a few unwelcome strictures on his poem
_Jenny_. He listened but too eagerly to what I was saying, and then in a
voice slower, softer, and more charged, perhaps, with emotion than I had
heard before, said it was the old story, which began ten years before,
and would go on until he had been hunted and hounded to his grave.
Startled, and indeed, appalled by so grave a view of what to me had
seemed no more than an error of critical judgment, coupled perhaps, with
some intemperance of condemnation, I prayed of him to think no more of
the matter, reproached myself with having yielded to his importunity,
and begged him to remember that if one man held the opinions I had
repeated, many men held contrary ones.
“It was right of you to tell me when I asked you,” he said, “though my
friends usually keep such facts from my knowledge. As to _Jenny_, it is
a sermon, nothing less. As I say, it is a sermon, and on a great world,
to most men unknown, though few consider themselves ignorant of it. But
of this conspiracy to persecute me--what remains to say but that it is
widespread and remorseless--one cannot but feel it.”