“My present purpose is to take another house in London. Could you not
come down and beat up agents for me? I know you will not deny me your
help. I hear of a house at Brixton, with a garden of two acres, and only
£130 a year.” In a day or two even this last hope had proved delusive:
“I find the house at Brixton will not do, and I hear of nothing else....
I am anxious as to having become perfectly deaf on the right side of
my head. Partial approaches to this have sometimes occurred to me and
passed away, so I will not be too much troubled at it.” A little later
he wrote: “Now my housekeeper is leaving me, her mother being very ill.
Can you not come to my assistance? Come at once and we will set sail
in one boat.” I appear to have replied to this last appeal in a tone
of some little scepticism as to his remaining long in the same mind
relative to our mutual housemating, for subsequently he says: “At this
writing I can see no likelihood of my not remaining in the mind that,
in case of your coming to London, your quarters should be taken up here.
The house is big enough for two, even if they meant to be strangers to
each other. You would have your own rooms and we should meet just when
we pleased. You have got a sufficient inkling of my exceptional habits
not to be scared by them. It is true, at times my health and spirits are
variable, but I am sure we should not be squabbling. However, it seems
you have no intention of a quite immediate move, and we can speak
farther of it.” I readily consented to do whatever seemed feasible
to help him out of his difficulties, which existed, however, as I
perceived, much more in his own mind than in actual fact. I thought
a brief holiday in the solitude within which I was then located would
probably be helpful in restoring a tranquil condition of mind, and as
his brother, Mr. Scott, Mr. Watts, Mr. Shields, and other friends in
London, were of a similar opinion, efforts were made to induce him
to undertake the journey which he had been the first to think of.
His oldest friend, Mr. Madox Brown (whose presence would have been as
valuable now as it had proved to be on former occasions), was away at
Manchester, and remained there throughout the time of his last illness.
His moods at this time were too variable to be relied upon three days
together, and so I find him writing:
Many thanks for the information as to your Shady Vale, which
seems a vision--a distant one, alas!--of Paradise. Perhaps I
may reach it yet.... I am now thinking of writing another
ballad-poem to add at the end of my volume. It is romantic,
not historical I have a clear scheme for it and believe your
scenery might help me much if I could get there. When you
hear that scheme, you will, I believe, pronounce it
precisely fitted to the scenery you describe as now
surrounding you. That scenery I hope to reach a little
later, but meantime should much like to see you in London
and return with you.