Robert Orange: Being a Continuation of the History of Robert Orange
Thomas Hobbes · en
At that instant, they heard a tap at the door, and the landlord,
carrying a few letters on a salver, entered the room. Sara pulled down
her veil--a foolish action, which she regretted a moment later. Orange
thanked the man for the letters and threw them on the table. The
landlord, with a studied air of discretion, which was the more insulting
for its very slyness, went, half on tiptoe, out.
"Does he always bring your letters upstairs?" she asked.
"As a rule--no," said Orange.
"Then he came on purpose! He wanted to see me--what impudence! I am
beginning to realise what one has to expect if one--if one takes an
unconventional step."
Her voice failed, and tears began to roll down her cheeks. Then she
covered her face with her hands.
"Every courageous--every disinterested act is unconventional," said
Robert; "you are tired out--that's all."
"You see," she answered, with a note of harsh sadness in her voice, "I
have had a strange day. The scene with Beauclerk was a great strain. I
feel a kind of apprehensiveness and terror--yes, terror, which I cannot
describe. It may be my nerves, it may be fancy. But I am too conscious
of being alive. Every minute seems vital. Every sound is acute. This day
has been one long over-emphasis. Look at my hand: how it trembles!
Beauclerk called me a witch. Certainly, I am more sensitive to
impressions than most people."
"One of these letters is from Reckage. It is written on a sheet of your
own note-paper."
She dried her eyes, and looked at him with exultation, astonishment, and
a certain incredulity.
"Then he must have listened to me. He posted it, after all, when he left
the house. He is always impulsive. I remember now--that I saw him give
something to the groom. Do read what he says."
The letter, scrawled hastily on the pale lilac note-paper affected by
Sara and bearing her monogram, ran as follows:--