Robert Orange: Being a Continuation of the History of Robert Orange
Thomas Hobbes · en
"You will play beautifully, of course," said Sara, submitting, even in
her jealousy, to the charm and grace of her unconscious rival. "I have
come on a difficult errand," she added, abruptly; "you may not
understand, but I hope--I believe--you will."
She became so pale as she uttered these words that Brigit leant forward
with a gesture of reassurance. In spite of her fragility she was, from
the habit of self-control, a stronger spirit.
"You may be sure that I shall understand," she said.
"Forgive me, then, but some enemy has circulated a report that you went
to Mr. Orange's rooms in Vigo Street last Wednesday."
A deep flush swept over Brigit's face.
"I was not there," she said.
"I know," said Sara. "I know you were not there. They made a mistake. It
was I they saw--not you--it was I."
Brigit dropped her eyes but made no other movement. She seemed to grow
rigid, and the hand which had been playing with the fringe of her girdle
remained fixed in its arrested action.
"You? It was you? How ---- you?"
"I had to see him. So I went to him. Now he can easily deny that you
were there. But he won't betray me. People must think what they please.
But I am telling you--because you, at least, ought to know the truth."
"And yet it is not my business!"
"What do you mean? Not your business?"
"How can it be my business to ask what lady went to--to his lodgings?"
"But you would have wondered----"
"Yes, I should have wondered. I could not have helped that."
"Mr. Orange and I have been friends, as you know, for some time. He knew
me years ago before he--he met you. I was quite a little girl. I
remember I used to hold his hand when I walked in the gardens by his
side."
"He has often spoken of you."
"But all this does not help us now. If it were ever known that I--I was
the one, the other day,--I should be ruined."
"You may be sure that no one shall know."
"I am not so selfish as I seem. I don't forget that this story will
injure him--injure him terribly. They will think him a kind of Joseph
Surface--a hypocrite. People expect him to be different from everybody
else. A piece of gossip which they would have laughed at and taken as a
matter of course from poor Beauclerk or Charles Aumerle--they would
resent bitterly in Robert. The thing that grieves me, that torments me,
is the fear lest this act of mine may injure him."
"It won't injure him," said Brigit. "Have no fear at all. And if you
went to see him, as you say, you must have had the best of reasons for
doing so. You may rely, I am sure, on his keeping your name a secret.
You were kind to tell me--for he certainly would not have told
me--without your consent. We never see each other now, and we never
write to each other."
Her voice trembled for the first time.
"How does he look?" she asked, after a sharp struggle between her pride
and a desire to hear more.
"He looks ill and worn. He over-works."
"He will suffer at Lord Reckage's death."