"I am, I am. Who wouldn't be jealous of you? But this is not war,
Brenda dear. Let us talk about ourselves. I can't get this twenty
thousand pounds until Malet dies. I see nothing for it but to marry on
my three hundred a year. I dare say we'll scrape along somehow."
"I have two hundred a year of my own," cried Brenda, vivaciously;
"that makes ten pounds a week. We can easily manage on that, dear."
"But your father?"
"Oh, he wants me to marry Mr. van Zwieten, of course," said she, with
great scorn. "So I must just do without his consent, that's all. It
sounds wrong, Harold, doesn't it? But my father has never done his
duty by me. Like most men who serve the public, he has sacrificed his
all to that. I was left to bring myself up as best I could and so I
think I have the right to dispose of myself. My father is nothing to
me--you are everything."
"Dearest!" He kissed her. "Then let us marry--but no--" he broke off
abruptly. "If war should break out in South Africa I would have to
leave you!"
"But I wouldn't be left," said Brenda, merrily. "I would go out with
you--yes, to the front!"
"I'm afraid you couldn't do that."
"I could and I would. I would go officially as a nurse. But, Harold,
why don't you see your lawyer about this money? He may find means to
force Mr. Malet to pay it to you."
"I intend to see him to-morrow, dearest. I am going up to town by the
six train this evening, though I confess I don't like leaving you with
this Van Zwieten."
"I think I can undertake to keep Mr. van Zwieten at his distance,"
said Brenda, quietly, "even though my father encourages him."
"I believe your father hates me," said Harold, gloomily, "He cut me
just now."
"Cut you, dear; what do you mean?"
"Just what I say, Brenda. I met you father, and he cut me dead."
She stared at her lover in amazement. "You can't possibly have seen my
father," she said decisively. "He is ill with influenza, and hasn't
left his room for two days!"
CHAPTER II.
A SHOT IN THE DARKNESS.
After many and fervent farewells, the lovers embraced and went home.
It was understood that Harold should go to London that evening by the
five o'clock local from Chippingholt, which connected with the express
at Langton Junction, some twenty miles away. After seeing his lawyer,
he was to write her a full account of the interview, and arrange
definitely the details for their marriage. Meanwhile, to set his mind
at rest, Brenda promised to see as little of Van Zwieten as possible.
As her father was ill, she was compelled to play the part of
hostess--an ungrateful one enough toward a guest she so disliked--but
as the Dutchman had arranged to leave next morning, she hoped for so
short a time to obey the laws of hospitality, and at the same time
keep him at his distance. But even so the situation was a trying one,
and Brenda relished it little.