A Woman's Burden: A Novel — David Hume — John Shaqi
A Woman's Burden: A Novel
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Hilda's attractions were of that order which suited her present
occupation. She looked well at a tea-table. She wore white, touched here
and there with the palest of blue, and her hands moved ever so deftly
among the egg-shell china cups and saucers, with their sprawling dragons
of green and red. She was essentially the Dresden china type herself. A
dainty figure, a transparent complexion, dark blue eyes, and hair the
colour of ripe corn: such were the outward and visible attributes of
Hilda Marsh. She looked like an angel, and was frequently taken for
one--more especially by men. Her beauty was that of a peach, and, like a
peach, she possessed a very hard kernel. Not even Mr. Barton had a more
obdurate heart. However, she succeeded in hiding this from all save her
own family, and they, being anxious for Hilda to make a good match, were
so kind as to remain silent on the subject. Moreover, Hilda--her angelic
qualities being reserved wholly for the public, and not at all
discernible by the domestic hearth--was, in the eyes of her family, a
personage to be got rid of. That seemed clear, since she was a great
grief at home. Hers was a case in which the face is most certainly not a
correct index to the mind.
"Ah!" sighed Mrs. Darrow, soothed somewhat now with a strong cup of tea
and a particularly indigestible muffin, "if I wasn't the best-tempered
woman in the world how I should complain of my hard lot!"
"What is the matter now, Julia?"
"Matter! oh, nothing worse than usual. Only that Uncle Barton has
engaged a governess for Dicky, and I have had no choice in the matter.
Oh, it's nothing." Mrs. Darrow stirred her tea violently. "Of course,
I'm a mere cipher in my own house."
"Mr. Barton pays for the governess," suggested Hilda.
"And why shouldn't he? It's his duty to educate Dicky, and give the poor
boy a chance in the world. My life is over, Hilda, and I live only for
my boy."
This was one of Mrs. Darrow's stock pieces of sentiment, and she
produced it with surprisingly dramatic effect on every occasion. It
sounded well, and cost nothing, for she never troubled about Dicky, save
when he was necessary to a tableau on public days, and her reputation of
being a devoted mother was to be enhanced thereby. Although her husband
had been dead five years, she still mourned him in black silk, amply
trimmed with crape, and was careful to use nothing but the most
aggressively black-edged paper. Even her handkerchiefs mourned in a deep
border, and her cap of delicate white cambric called loudly on the world
to witness what a model widow she was. In addition to these mute
evidences of eternal sorrow, Mrs. Darrow gave tongue to her woes
vigorously. She really did not know, she said, how she bore it. Indeed,
if it were not for her dear child she would wish to die. No woman had
ever suffered what she had suffered--and much more to the same effect,
all of which was very genteel and laudable, and meant to be correctly
indicative of her noble state of mind.