A Woman's Burden: A Novel — David Hume — John Shaqi
A Woman's Burden: A Novel
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Dicky, well used to his mother's wailing, took no notice whatever, but
under the wing of Hilda devoted himself to the demolition of cake to a
most alarming extent. He was a delicate, nervous child, wan and peevish;
far too tall and old-fashioned for his age. Under judicious management
as to diet, work, play, and exercise, he would have developed into a
charming little fellow; but Mrs. Darrow, with her ill-disciplined mind,
was the worst possible parent to be charged with the up-bringing of such
a child. She overwhelmed him with caresses one moment, declaring that he
was her all, boxed his ears the next, and lamented that she was burdened
with him; so that Dicky came as near hating his mother as a child of ten
well could, and Mrs. Darrow, instinctively feeling this, bewailed his
lack of affection and sought to scold him into loving her. If ever Uncle
Barton did a wise thing in his life, it was when he engaged a governess
for the neglected boy, though of course everything depended upon the
personality of the governess. So far Mrs. Darrow was in the dark, and
out of sheer contradiction to Uncle Barton was prepared to make herself
highly unpleasant to the new-comer, and nobody could be more
disagreeable than Mrs. Dacre Darrow, as the parish of Lesser Thorpe knew
to its cost. She was a past-mistress in the arts of scandal-mongering,
nagging, and back-biting. The strength for a right-down hatred was not
in her.
"If my new governess isn't pretty, like Hilda, I don't want her," said
Dicky, when his mother had wailed herself into a state of momentary
passiveness. "I don't like ugly people."
"Would you like me to teach you, Dicky?" laughed Hilda.
"Oh, yes; we could read 'Robinson Crusoe' together!"
"I'm afraid that's not a lesson book, Dicky."
But Dicky insisted that Defoe was better than any lesson book.
"Lesson books make my head ache," he said; "and I learn a lot of hard
words in 'Robinson Crusoe' without thinking. Why can't lesson books be
nice like that?"
"You little imp," burst out his mother furiously; "the idea of talking
about what you like. You'll be taught by a black woman if I choose; and
I'll burn all those rubbishy story-books."
Thus did Mrs. Darrow, who had read nothing but society journals and
fashion magazines, blend discipline with criticism.
"I never saw such a child," she wailed; "he's not a bit like me. Oh,
Dicky, Dicky, why haven't you your mother's sweet disposition and sweet
temper?"
Before Dicky could reply to this truly overwhelming question, to which
but one answer was expected, a dried-up little man appeared at the
French window opening on to the lawn, and stepped into the room. Hilda
half rose to fly from her arch enemy, but being caught, decided it would
be undignified to retreat. So she resumed her seat and talked in low
tones to Dicky. Mrs. Darrow still lay on her sofa, and welcomed the
stranger in the faintest of low tones, meant to be expressive of great
weakness.