A Woman's Burden: A Novel — David Hume — John Shaqi
A Woman's Burden: A Novel
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It will be noticed that Miriam suppressed Waterloo Bridge, the Pitt
Hotel, and Mrs. Perks. This was by Barton's express desire, and indeed
by her own; for she had no wish to reveal her past to Mrs. Darrow, who,
as she had quickly perceived, bore her no love. Indeed, the widow was at
no great pains to conceal her dislike for Miriam. She was horribly
jealous of her, notwithstanding her expressed opinion that no woman with
red hair could be considered even passable. She feared her, too, because
she judged her to be a spy of Uncle Barton's; and, moreover, in her own
mind she was distinctly conscious of an existent air of mystery about
the governess which she was in no way able to explain. On her part,
Miriam rarely referred to the past, in spite of Mrs. Darrow's hints in
that direction, and her reticence in this respect only put that lady the
more on the alert. She had already made up her mind that Miriam was an
adventuress, and watched her, constantly hoping that in some way she
would commit herself. But Miss Crane was too discreet for that. She paid
strict attention to her duties, made herself in every way agreeable, and
soon became popular in the parish. The discovery that she possessed a
contralto voice of excellent quality, coupled with musical
accomplishment far before that of anyone else in Lesser Thorpe, did
nothing to lessen her popularity, whereat Mrs. Darrow of course hated
her more than ever. In all the world there is nothing so consistently
relentless as the hatred of a petty-minded vain woman. In her own
estimation Mrs. Darrow was a truly noble creature, but then her
introspection was notoriously short-sighted, and was invariably made
through the medium of rose-coloured spectacles. She admitted to herself
that she detested Miriam, and the stronger her detestation became, the
more she smiled.
With Dicky, the new governess speedily made friends. He was an
impressionable lad, and was at once attracted by her beauty and
fascinated by the music of her voice. He became her slave, much to the
disgust of his mother, who thought that no one should be loved or
admired but herself. On all possible occasions she thwarted Miriam's
wise regulations for the boy's comfort and health; but an appeal to
Uncle Barton soon put this right. Mrs. Darrow was inclined to rebel, and
but that her cynical relative held the purse, would most assuredly have
done so. When Mr. Barton intimated that Miriam was to have full control
of the boy, the widow grumbled and wept copiously. Such an opportunity
for hysterical display was not likely to pass her. But eventually she
gave in, and extorted from the old man a new dress in recompense for her
submission. She promised not to interfere with Dicky's education, but
entered a protest against Miss Crane's mode of action. In a word she was
as spiteful as she dared be, but not knowing exactly on what footing
Miriam stood with Barton, she judged it wiser to keep her venomous
tongue within bounds.