A Woman's Burden: A Novel — David Hume — John Shaqi
A Woman's Burden: A Novel
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And in the darkness on the bridge, there crawled and lurked and squatted
the noisome creatures of the night. They could hear the sullen lapping
of the unseen river against the piles, as it swept full tide from the
sea. To their ears, sharpened by hunger and misery, the waters were all
articulate, inviting them to exchange their stony resting-place for its
softer bed below. And they pondered greatly at the invitation. Were it
not better to accept it, and let their half-starved bodies drift seaward
with the morning ebb? Nothing, they thought, and truly, could be worse
than their present plight. Were it not better to end existence now and
for all time? Yet so does the mind of man shrink from the
unknown--revolt against the almighty plunge from light to darkness, that
of all those hungry miserable creatures, not one got further than the
pondering--not one was there who would brave the momentary wrench which
should part him from this earthly wretchedness, and give him peace,
oblivion even, and that because he did not know, and dared not solve the
problem.
So the waters surged on ruthlessly through the arches into the heart of
the land, and the fog grew thicker, colder, and more clammy over the
city.
Yet humdrum respectability had its representative here withal; and that
in the person of an elderly, genteel, moneyed, and apparently
unexceptionable gentleman, who should surely rather have been tucked
away between blankets, than abroad at such a time and on such a night.
For ragged poverty, bedless and foodless, to camp on these stone
benches, and seek oblivion there, was in the ordinary course of
existence as it runs its way in the daily and nightly round of the great
city. Its victims have ample time for reflection, retrospective or
prospective--a ruined past, or a wholly problematic future. Workhouse or
prison, suicide or starvation--such is their food for thought, with but
little or no choice between the evils. But for an irreproachable
gentleman of years, who had every sort of comfort at his call, to be
pacing about the Surrey side was, in the existing circumstances, truly
remarkable.
He appeared to have lost his way, which of itself was natural enough
considering all things. He stopped every now and then, and paused,
obviously in doubt which way to turn. As he stood deliberating, a small
figure emerged, as it were, from nowhere--a very ragged imp--and huskily
demanded,
"Wot the blazes 'e was arter?"
Then the gentleman addressed the small figure:
"What bridge is this?" he asked, through the muffler which was tight
around his neck.
"It's wuth a tanner, any way, m'lord," answered the boy--such a ragged,
stunted, evil-looking boy, true product of the London mud.
Respectability felt instinctively that it was face to face with
Iniquity, and that, too, in no very choice neighbourhood, and in a thick
fog to boot. Respectability therefore took counsel for a moment, and in
the end produced a coin.