"I have never been a drunkard," said Angus significantly.
"It's no decent tae speak to me yon way," fumed the elder man, wincing.
"Isn't it the truth?
"Weel, ye dinna look varra drunk, I'll say that. Aye, I'll say that."
"I am not talking of myself, Mr. Gowrie, but of you. Any one can see
how you come to be here."
"Weel, weel," cried the ex-minister testily, "there's nae mair to be
said. Ma sin's nae yer sin, but I doot ye've a glass hoose of your
ain. What will ye do now?"
"Go to bed," snapped Herries, rising.
"Wull ye nae stap, and hae a crack?"
"No! I'll see you in the morning."
"Man, I'll be gone early. It's London I'm bound for. Joost sae, tae
see an eeditor aboot an article on the modest daisy."
The young man shrugged his shoulders again. On another occasion he
would have been amused at Gowrie's impudence, with his odd changes
from Scotch to English. But the heart was out of him, and meeting with
an old friend, even so fallen a one as Mr. Gowrie, he could not help
breaking out with his troubles. An overcharged heart will speak,
however reticent may be the nature of its possessor, and after
fiddling with the door-handle for a few moments, Herries burst out----
"I'm a Jonah, Mr. Gowrie," he cried, almost savagely. "I swear that I
have done all that a man could do, to earn an honest living, but
everything has gone wrong with me. I am sober, honest, industrious
and,--as you said,--clever----"
"Aye," said the sage, "I'll bear testimony to that. Nae mair capable
laddie ever passed through my varra capable hands."
"Then why am I so unfortunate?" demanded the miserable young man,
looking up to the ceiling. "I am cursed in some way. Whatever I take
up, fails. I try and try and try again. I foresee all chances, and
work desperately. Yet again and again, I fail."
Facing Gowrie, with clenched hands and desperate eyes, Herries neither
saw nor heard the door into the back parts of the house, open and shut
suddenly. It was just as though someone, hearing the raised voice, had
peered out, and then, after a glance, had retired hastily. Gowrie
looked out of the tail of his eye, but saw nothing, and shook his head
at his unfortunate pupil.
"It's a weary world," he said with drunken seriousness.
"The world is all right," cried Herries, "it is the infernal folk who
live in it that make me hate life. Oh," he dashed his hands across
his eyes. "I could shame my manhood and weep, when I think of my
sorrow"--here he became aware that Elspeth was in the room gazing at
him with pitying eyes. A feeling of pride made him close his mouth,
and with an abrupt gesture of despair, he left the room at a run. The
girl followed to show him his sleeping-apartment. Old Gowrie remained,
and cried to Mrs. Narby for a third glass of gin.