"I was never a good young man," he said cynically; "but I don't think
I was worse than the generality of fellows. Give a boy money and place
him amid the temptations of London, and, in nine cases out of ten,
he'll go to the devil, or, if he doesn't go, it is because some lucky
accident prevents him. Perhaps he has a man-of-the-world friend who
advises him--or he loses his money, and has to leave the primrose
path--or, he may marry a good woman, and her influence may save him
from his worst enemy, himself. Ah! if we only knew the value of a good
woman's love--how she can be our guardian angel, and keep us pure and
honourable in the midst of temptation! But we never find out the value
of such treasures till it's too late,--but there,"--with a weary
sigh,--"I am sentimentalizing again! Let me go on with my story.
"I lost both parents at the age of twenty, and I went to London with
plenty of money and no experience whatever. Unluckily, I had no one to
play the part of Mentor to my Telemachus, so I had to gain wisdom by
experience, and pretty dearly I paid for it. I became a hard, cynical
man of the world, for a thirteen years' residence in London was a
liberal education to me in the _nil admirari_ philosophy of to-day,
and then--well my money lasted longer than my health, and I became
seriously ill--so bad indeed that my doctors ordered me to Malta to be
cured. Oh, heavens how ironical is Fate--it was merely a case of out
of the frying-pan into the fire--for my part I prefer the frying-pan.
It was true the balmy air and bright skies of Malta cured me of one
disease, but unfortunately I contracted another not so easily dealt
with,--that of love.