The Harlequin Opal: A Romance. Vol. 1 (of 3) — David Hume — John Shaqi
The Harlequin Opal: A Romance. Vol. 1 (of 3)
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Despite the fact that he was a cosmopolitan, Philip's nature,
impressionable in the extreme, was deeply tinged with the prevailing
pessimism of the day. He professed that facile disbelief in everything
and in everyone, which is so easy to acquire, so difficult to
relinquish. Human nature he mistrusted, friendship he scoffed at, and
was always on his guard against those with whom he came in contact.
Thus living entirely within, and for himself, the real geniality of
his disposition became encrusted with the barnacles of a selfish
philosophy. This _noli me tangere_ creed isolated him from his
fellow-creatures--with the result that while he possessed many
acquaintances he had no real friends. Thus he created his own misery,
he inflicted his own punishment.
Adopting as his motto the saying of the Oxford fine gentleman,
"Nothing's new! nothing's true, and no matter," Cassim schooled himself
to suppress all outward signs of feeling, and passed through life with
a pretended indifference to the things of this world. Pretended!
because he really felt deeply and suffered acutely, though pride
forbade his showing aught of such mental disturbances to those around
him. Perhaps, in seeing so much of the world, he had early exhausted
all emotion; but he certainly surveyed everything from Dan to Beersheba
with calm indifference. The real man was a genial, kind-hearted
creature; the false, a frigidly cold person who accepted all things
with ostentatious stoicism.
He was by no means popular with men, as they greatly resented his
reserve and haughty demeanour; but women professed to find him
charming. Probably they, with the subtle instinct of their sex, saw
below the mask of feigned cynicism, and judged him by what he was, not
by what he appeared to be. Certainly he never laid himself out to gain
their good opinion. He rarely troubled to make himself agreeable; he
was not a marrying man (than which there can be no worse crime in a
woman's eyes), and led a solitary, vagrant existence; yet, in spite of
such social disqualifications, women were his best friends, and
defended him loyally from the clumsy sneers of his own sex. Assuredly
he should have married, if only out of gratitude for such championship;
but he preferred a single life, and in the main eschewed female
society.